Hey, I'm back. I just needed a small break to kinda chill and slow down my mind, so I'm feeling decently better. Emily never contacted me on qTox because I deleted it right after I posted it, so even if he did manage to install qTox and add my contact, he would've never heard from me anyways (I basically trolled him lmao). I'm still recovering from the fact that both my brother and my mom have hated me througout my entire life, even after I had forgiven them back in 2017. It fucking sucks having to live my life without a family who loves me, and it sucks even more when I'm the last one from my family who can still reproduce, and on top of that I'm financially trapped in an OPWDD group home shithole while also having been completely starved of sex for 9 years. So as you can imagine, I have been through hell and back so many times, which has hammered me down so much throughout all of these years. This is why I've been extremely desperate to get a gf, my life sucks without being loved, hugged, kissed, and touched by a female, and it sucks even more that I have no gf to love, hug, kiss, and touch.
Also, I cooked the food in the two IRL pics. One of them is a chicken wrap with seasoned chicken breasts cut and cooked in a frying pan, onions, black olives, jalepenos, and sour cream. The other one is pancakes topped with a mix of chopped apples, cinnamon, sugar, and a very tiny bit of water, all cooked in a frying pan with a little bit of butter, and I added a slight drizzle of maple syrup as a finishing touch. Both of these were actually experimental, and came out amazingly good (I taught myself how to do all of this through trial and error, I don't use cookbooks).
Lastly, this thread is an absolute abomination full of disgusting rainbow faggotry, so this will be my last reply on this thread, and then I'm going back to my usual lurking and shitposting. Now that I've seen the true horrors of my brother's faggotry, I'm going back to being the based and redpilled Lunamauth that I was before 2024, and I'm going to focus on finishing the setup of Linux Mint 22.1 on my beast of a gaming PC so that I can finally get back to doing some more gaming and creative shit.
>>536621
>That's how groomers work. They fill you with confidence and love and support not out of the goodness of their heart, but so they can take you away from who you are and mold you into whatever suits their motives best, usually an object to masturbate to.
Now that you mention it, I do recall seeing that exact same pattern when I was browsing through my brother's social media posts, and from what I saw, he was groomed by the furries and LGBTQ+ groups over a decade ago, so it's no surprise that Emily was trying to do the same to me. I was already severely weakened by all of the horrible shit that had happened to me since early 2024, and because I'm usually a gentle giant kind of guy who loves people, as well as having been wanting a gf for quite some time now, Emily's words had dug deep into me really quick.
>>536624
>Then manipulation tactics are such textbook copypasted bullshit. It's genuinely sickening.
Indeed it is, and every time I see all of the disgusting shit on my brother's social media, my soul literally begins pulling me away from it, and I can feel it as sort of a strong ticklish feeling within me, but not the good kind (in the center of where my chest meets the top of my belly). 
>I hope you can get actual help anon and don't throw your life away for somebody else's fetish.
I don't even want to be anywhere near their fetishes, and I hope that Donald Trump completely purges their faggotry from the US altogether. I would never EVER let these fucks touch my unvaccinated dick because every LGBTQ+ fag I've seen online (my brother included) is literally vaxmaxxed, which means that they are all fully infected with the sterilization bioweapon (it's the same HIV/AIDS shit that the cabal weaponized in the past, but this time the cabal added self-assembling graphene nanoparticles which permanantly modifies DNA and fully shuts down the reproductive system, and they also added parasites as well).
>>536655
>is also how groomers work.
They got me pretty good when I was at my weakest, but they will never get me to join them no matter how deceptive and coercive they are, because like I said, I don't want those vaxtards going anywhere near me.