If you think losing your virginity will change anything you are so deluded there is no fixing you.

>>535537 its more so that losing your virginity is a sign of your change/ascension

Shitskins are frequently aggressive and muscular, both signs of confidence. You're busy shitposting on a backwoods imageboard, the hallmark of a fucking gimp. You're not the kind of shitskin that retarded women like. I bet you don't even have any tattoos that would bar you from retail jobs.

i'm ugly

>>535723 Kids young enough don't care as much. You will be much more successful going after young girls because they haven't been imprinted as much yet with what is societally accepted standards of attractiveness. They are also much easier to sway and don't put up as many shields so it can be much easier to get what you want. Getting deep into it, you will also discover you are actually dealing with the real person in there not a made up mask that many of us use to protect ourselves which naturally thickens and develops over time so... yeah. Be smart and count your blessings.