>>538292 < I was sorta obvious to just how alone I was > I was sorta oblivious to just how alone I was

>>538292 I had friends but after a while I realized I was only kept around for being "the funny one". I had one best friend who I remained friends with for over a decade, but a little over 5 years ago our friendship fell out and I later found out he died. I knew him since middle-school. I was a complete loner in high-school because I moved the summer and didn't go to the same high-school that my friends did and when I got to high-school I didn't wanna start off with being the charismatic funny guy so I just forced myself to act like pic-related until I just dropped out later that year. The weird thing is I had kids wanting to talk to me and be my friend, even some girls but I just wasn't feeling it. Didn't understand why because what they were seeing was me forcing myself to be some loner and I probably came off as a weirdo to most. I thought if I actually did become friends with them I'd eventually act or say something cringe and that'd ruin my reputation, so I took what I thought was the safest option and didn't really interact with anyone. The upside of that was I never got bullied, because I was never even noticed.

>>538292 >>538293 Transitionary Fossil

>>538292 Had friends but small circle. I got into it with a friend about my other friend and now the friend wont talk to me because he thinks i'm a major asshole. He taught me about alot of cool games for Gamecube and MTG to shape myself now so, sorta miss him.

>>538362 The harsh truth about side picking when it comes to friends or family is you do have to pick a side, otherwise both sides will think you're siding with the other. Better to lose one than both.

>>538292 nope

>>538292 yes finding friends was never a problem for me. Finding a gf has been a different story