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Am i evil and what should i do? m20 Anonymous 12/01/2025 (Mon) 20:44:23 No. 540973
I basically sa'd three people and got away with it. The first was when I was 13-14 with my first gf. I pressured her into kissing me and when she didn't agree i kissed her anyways. I then cheated/left her when this twink was all over me and was willing to have sex (im bi ill take anything). we went on for a bit but he broke up with me because he wanted to fuck more people or something. we stayed friends kinda. durring that time i get with a bunch of people and im normal with them but the twink would come on to me and i was weak so i made out with him or got bjs n stuff. anyways one day hes greening out in the basement hallway during class and I think it would be easy for me to advantage of him since i thought i could gaslight him with his foggy memory. well it didnt turn out that way and now hes threatening me with telling ppl i sa'd him and that im a cheater. I try to just keep it hush hush for a while but my retarded ass came on to a girl i was hanging out with while high. i basically tried to causally grab her boobs. (im 15 now also btw) shes a rape victim so i prob triggered something and so she was gonna tell ppl and she told the twink first and that activated him to start telling people. I am somewhat popular at this time so it was a problem. To deal with this i flipped the script on the twink. for some background I heard rumours here and there that he'd come onto a lot of people even when they were clearly not interested but hed persist. Hes also just super mentally ill (bpd, hyper sexual, mommy issues). i start telling people that i only sa'd him to make him know what its like when he sa'd me. I basically turned every time we made out or something as him being a predater. it works and people believe me but for the girl I felt too bad to do anything like that so i just said i was too high and i thought it was just cuddling and it wasnt anything more. News got around and people found out about the first girl even though she went to a diff school. So i tell people that shes crazy and shit and it never happened but no ones beliving me at this point so ive lost like 90% of my friends. Though the silver lining is that i played up the victim role so much with the twink that they feel too bad to actually do anything against me so im basically at square one. I go through the rest of hs trying to keep these rumours down but also i just stop being weird to people. i look somewhat attracive so i can just date people so why go through the risk. Ever since then I have been a very good bf and my my last two exes have very positive things to say about me. I basically turned normal after all this. also the cops tried to get me but they found no evidence so i really did get off the hook. also a bit more background on me, im a sadist but not in a sexual way but a psychological way. this whole series events was traumatic for me but extremely exhilarating as i basically ruined the twinks social life. he crashed hard after all this. i actually recovered within the year and got a group of friends of like 5 and kept them while also getting one off friends here and there. he hopped between friend groups a lot and ended up with like 1 or 2 friends tops. he tried to post on his insta about me a year after it all went down (im 16) but then i shut him down with a long well written paragraph so it just fucked him over more. also one more things about the two girls. the first girl did nothing really but for a while if her friends saw me outside theyd yell at me (we live close) and the second girl from i could tell kinda let me off the hook? she basically said i wont do anything if you just leave me alone. and i left her alone.
the most positive thing to come from this is that i made it easy for the twinks victims to come out about him
>>540973 Uh, talk to a psychologist if possible? And well stop assaulting people.
Why did you want to do that?
>>540992 I haven't talked, i assume theyd call the police. also I have stopped. its been 5 years I try to communicate with my partners to make sure everything is good. >>541000 I was extremely horny when i was younger and I didnt realize that sa had such a traumatic effect on people.(i know retarded)
its entirely possible for me to be a normal person after this right? like theres nothing holding me back from just acting normal, ive been doing it for 5 years with no issues so i should be good to do the rest of my life.
>>541024 >ive been doing it for 5 years with no issues so i should be good to do the rest of my life. That seems doable.
>>540973 >anyways one day hes greening out in the basement hallway during class and I think it would be easy for me to advantage of him since i thought i could gaslight him with his foggy memory. well it didnt turn out that way and now hes threatening me with telling ppl i sa'd him and that im a cheater. If you mean you tried to rape him, then that's definitely worse than the other 2.
>>541011 >I haven't talked, i assume theyd call the police. The laws on mandatory reporting are different everywhere. You'd have to look it up.
>>541032 From what ive seen since it happend years ago and I and the other people were both minors and I havent done anything since then they will prob not do anything. still its really scary to tell someone irl + I dont think i deserve it, i mean im a shit person so why should I be allowed to heal
>>541031 I never raped him, i grabbed his chest sensually. I have never once raped someone (thank god). The worst I have done is get my first gf to give me a handjob but I stopped when she said she really didnt want to do it.
>>541035 >I never raped him, i grabbed his chest sensually Ok then thats basically the same as what you said about grabbing the other girls boobs
>>541037 yeah, i guess i have a pattern with groping. But he by far out of all of them freaked out the most. He has narcissism so it prob got him really mad. When i revealed his past of sa'ing others to people he accused me to he freaked out even more. I think at the time i thought he wouldnt say anything because I had blackmail on him but in retrospec theres no way he'd have known
>>541030 yeah like i could chalk it up to some horrible teenage phase. if anything it made me lock in and be a normal person
I'm not a psychologist, so idk what you should do. It sounds like the behavior may be due to a lack of education about boundaries & consent. From what you said, It doesn't seem like you wanted to hurt people and you tried to change how you acted.
>>541030 yeah i think thats it. the bigger issue is that regardless of those factors i did commit those things and i feel like im forever stuck as a tainted soul. like no matter what i do there will always be people out there forever hurt by what i did. but im too selfish to kms but also killing myself would free me from this so thats also not fair
>>541041 i meant to reply to this not >>541030
>>541041 also yes i didnt want to hurt people by giving them life long trauma but i also didnt care about how comfortable they are. im a lot better now, i was worried for a while people could tell im evil when they look into my eyes but people say im a calming person who gives good hugs so maybe i really did change
>>541034 I think they'd probably be able to give better advice than me or most people on imageboards.
>>541045 you arent wrong but i am a coward and would rather pretend irl that nothing happend
>>541045 i tried to post on 4chan but was called a "scoundrel" and banned for a month
>>541047 What did they ban you for?
>>541048 underage posting for some reason. I guess since I didnt put that i was 20 they assumed when i was talking about stuff I did when i was 13-15 that i was still that age. I assume its just an excuse and that i was banned cus they think im a bad person.
>>541049 >underage posting for some reason. I guess since I didnt put that i was 20 they assumed when i was talking about stuff I did when i was 13-15 that i was still that age. You had "im 15 now also btw" in the middle of your post, so i can see why they assumed you were underage. >I assume its just an excuse and that i was banned cus they think im a bad person. It's possible, but I think I've seen people post worse stuff. I would have assumed you got banned because they thought you were a troll. But trolling bans usually aren't for that long.
Basically, I think you mostly got banned because they thought you were underage. In the last post you made on /adv/ you said "im 16" rather than saying "when i was 16". So it sounded like you were saying you were still 16 and You didn't say you were an adult.
>>541054 oh yeah actually you are right. i didnt reread it tbh, lowk makes sense. doubt theyll accept my appeal tho
are you esl?
>>541058 in a silly way yes, english speaking wise is my first language but i didnt learn to write in it untill 12. i lived in Bulgaria though and learned it as a second language for outside my home. but since i had school in it i learned to write in it. anyways once i left bulgaria to america when i was 12 i soon forgot about a lot of the bulgarian i know since i like never use it at all. also im just kinda retarded
>>541057 idk if they'll accept it but maybe you should mention you are esl in the appeal
>>541060 i dont like telling ppl im esl cus for some reason they always assume im brown
>>541061 I don't think the moderators will assume that. It doesn't really matter if they think you are brown and you can just tell them you're white or that you were living in europe. But, its up to you what you say in the appeal.
>>540973 kissing a girl without her permission is not sa if it is reasonable to assume she would be interested in it. Like if you were hanging out in your bedroom alone or something like that. One time I was hanging out with a girl from an app. We were watching a movie in her bed and I made my move. She kind of went for it so I advanced further and started sticking my hands in her clothes. She was saying no and pushing me away lightly but I though she was kind of going for it for some reason. Anyways I pulled up her shirt and start sucking on her tits while playing with her a little bit. I noticed her pussy was bone dry so I started to realize she was not consenting at all. I start apologizing a lot and left shortly after. We talked a little bit after and she blocked me but she told me she was happy we talked. Anyways its normal to misread things sometimes. Once you know you have just back down and say sorry I thought you were going for it.
>>540973 >im 15 >im 16 You're an underaged retarded faggot and the very LAST thing you should be doing is smoking weed. But that's fine, I'll just enslave you when you enter the workforce like I do with everyone else.
>>541066 >kissing a girl without her permission is not sa if it is reasonable to assume she would be interested in it. Like if you were hanging out in your bedroom alone or something like that. In his case she didn't agree, which means you shouldnt do it.
>>541071 (me) >In his case she didn't agree, which means you shouldnt do it. To clarify what I mean here, I thought he asked her and she said no. That's why I said you shouldn't do it. I assumed that's what he meant by this part of the OP: >I pressured her into kissing me and when she didn't agree i kissed her anyways.
>>541069 Im not underaged, all this happened in 20-21 and yeah i shouldnt smoke weed but i hate myself so i will anyways >>541071 yeah i was deff in the wrong >>541076 i asked her a bit previous if she wanted to kiss and she said no. we were hanging outside once and i went for it. to be fair we did eventually start kissing consentually a bit after.
>>541088 >i asked her a bit previous if she wanted to kiss and she said no. we were hanging outside once and i went for it. to be fair we did eventually start kissing consentually a bit after. Did that all happen on the same day?
>>541143 my memory is kinda bad but it was deff something i asked a while ago before doing it. i knew she didnt want to. i thought if i kissed her maybe itll change her mind
My first gf was when I was 26 and she recently turned 14. Great time and great lay but it seems they never last. Sometimes I listen to the older folks when they talk and other peoples wisdom and I think it really makes a difference and I should have gone much younger because even though 14 is kinda young, it's not THAT young and she's been an adult for at least two years at that point if I remember correctly but by then they are already brainwashed by liberal media and already on the path to being slutty, unfaithful and all the other terrible things woman have inherant in their being that we all discuss over and over. Oh well, I'd have given her a full life as a wealthy provider but whatever... long ago now.
>>541175 okay at least im not this bad
>>541163 >>541088 >we were hanging outside once and i went for it. to be fair we did eventually start kissing consentually a bit after. I think I was asking if this part happened on the same day.
>>541213 nope it didnt
>>541175 story time how the hell did you manage to pull a 14 year old girl as a 26 year old incel?
>>541263 I work with at-risk youth.
>>541284 were you worried at all that someone who find out and was she a virgin
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>>541069 This is based. Can you make it so that he's analy raped with batons by security guards in the workhouse?
>>541748 thats not nice, i wouldnt like that
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>>542083 what does this mean lol?
>>542083 i still dk
>>542083 why wont u tell me


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