>>3096 FAKE AND GAY

>>3096 There're various editions with added things that not make sense in their age of publication like hypnosis mind power and etc. the portrait look like the spanish edition so check info here. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Book_of_Saint_Cyprian Look like a catholicised grimoire with some salomon thing and etc

Did anyone read this book here?

>>12638 Sorry man, but after 4cuck got hacked with a single PDF, I trust random PDFs on the web even less. You can post the transcript into this thread if you want some feedback. The character limit is 12k long anyway.

Did you know; Astral travelling is a Jamaican term ... Quite a beautiful history there fyi

>>12585 Astro - Traveling * my mistake

More than anything, for many many years I would travel around the ocean just before bed, while falling asleep, and visit sea turtles or whales. It relaxes me and makes me happy

>>12438 >>12440 You don't physically lose an eye, it's explaining what you need to do in the transformation of your mind and inner dimensions as well as external dimensions, where the "sun cross" with 8 legs becomes a "vehicle", horse, drasil as you the initially horrible Ygg person will be drawn through the tree of life, which is the structure of all the lies and falsehoods which make up the world of humans. As you are drawn all the way, one sided, it's like losing one eye, giving up the materialism of regular people, and you gain insight at you master the riding on the horse, which now become Sleipner instead of just being part of the tree, Yggdrasil, so you instead have Odin and Sleipner where it was previously the "horrible" Ygg and his "horse" drasil, which is how regular people live in the lies of the world tree.

>>12447 Could also be read as the Yggdrasil, the world tree, is a "vehicle for horrible people".

The egregore has already taken the form of a grid covering the sky, some djinn approached it and sat down inside the squares. That means it'll become a "manned" system and not just an egregore, so it should start working pretty well after a while.

Don't worry I do this all the time.

>>12142 >fringe is bad ever since that loli thread appeared on it >can't believe the loli thread posted that again >can't the loli thread go away already? >why do we tolerate the loli thread again? I thought there is an entire board dedicated for toli thread >why do we let loli thread stay on fringe

>>12194 I ended up seeing the colours of the pan-African flag as part of a large energy structure yesterday. It does look like someone is trying to create a connection point where they'll include Africa like a unit into some world wide set-up, if that view is applied to the vision. The peculiar detail of Muammar Gaddhafi being the founder of the African Union stands out here. "They" really didn't like that, enough to call in NATO to destroy Libya to prevent this movement. He wanted to do the same thing as the Islamic State, recreate the gold dinar as the backing of African currency. We all saw how that went with the IS. Even as they started out being a NATO puppet, they eventually had everyone turn on them. So this is bigger than it may seem at first glance.

>>12195 Back when I was doing volunteer work and around the time I took a course in African dance to get rid of racist prejudice, I developed an energy form, which actually matches those colours. It gives off a smell of spices, pepper, incense and burning gunpowder, and it does have the red, green and black energy in it. The difference is the formation, what I saw on the large structure associated with that "arab opposition" flag, was an external large scale thing with low energy level, and that black was just negative energy like a hellish root thing. My guess is that the black part would be used to connect this structure into some NWO illuminato thing, after their economies are depleted down to the place where someone could control the continent completely from outside. This is actually opposite to the organization I volunteered for, whose main work on site in Africa was to teach people how to run functional farms, so they won't be dependent on foreign aid. No direct monetary support was given out, it was all education in practical skills. This is opposite of what some foreign control organization would want, they want people dependent, not independent. But the colours of the energy was the same, it was just perhaps opposite in direction.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bamum_script https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bamum_language This >>7689 >>7697 is also related because djinn wants to use this language to gain control over any Hebrew derived language systems as a means to turn anyone under their rule Islamic. (It's more than you may think, once you start looking at how languages look and function).

As I was meditating on the meaning of this, and reading about the different forms of manifestation of Thoth, I was approached by two spiritual entities, who identified themselves as Seshat and Maat. They said although they correspond to the description, there is not a singular deity behind either, and they are simply Egyptian priestesses who fulfilled either role. Thoth, was called "King of Mercury" by them, and is the male role, also to be achieved by whoever prefers this role over any of the two of theirs.

It all seems very complex. The mind-map I had previously created, based on the structure of the brain, with yin being right side, yang left side, and yin of yang being the small dot on the front left, while yang of yin being the small dot on bottom right, is still valid. But thing reverses when dealing with these things here. It seems to create the twist of the DNA string. >pic

>>8453 >with yin being right side, yang left side, and yin of yang being the small dot on the front left, while yang of yin being the small dot on bottom right I had a horn grow from the right side with a bone bump moving situated a little to the back. To be clear i felt it move and it woke me up , slightly painful and is now bigger than before, the horn is visible in the astral. The hourglass i know it as the shape of my soul but there also seem to be a sphere with honeycombs. Pictures are from World Of Warcraft in thunderbluff.

>>12022 >Memes are serious business Whatever abstract concepts bend to your will, because they don't exist. And I for one, do not agree with what you say.

>>12037 true

>>12032 It also just hit me that there's been another Q getting attention in the past years.

>>11963 Start out with the meditations in the first steps of Initiation into Hermetics then move on the regular practical scrying and willworking operations.

>>11970 have you enchanted anything so it enhances physical attributes like in a game? what can you expect from an enchantment?

>>12020 No, I've never had any reason to do that. >what can you expect from an enchantment? Same thing that you can expect from regular servitor work.

>>11975 Btw the way its solved in a way. I was taking your writings from a beast trying to interpreted a human. It was hard since while there is an understanding, there is a feeling of it all being abstract an not "relevant" to me. Because its 2 levels up. However ill take what you say as a different kind of message.Similar to how i communicate in the astral. I think i might be a beast who is exceedingly close to being a monster. where even a tribe is perhaps a little on the edge of what i can handle instinctually. I'm a solitary beast then.Only differing in that i can restrain with incredible strain for a little while.Being either extreme(human or monster) is then a blessing. since its more clear what to do.Even if only since its the only thing you can grasp.

>>11975 >Things are either Void or they Exist. That makes reality Binary. Are you sure? What happens when something only partially exists? >The original existence is an Object. Not a verb? Verbs are simpler. Objects are just verbs formed into particles by shaping the action-pattern into a circle. >Everything is an Object, which means they all inherit the quality of existing Not all objects exist though. What if an object is defined as being false? >But a flower is not a cat Why not? From a certain perspective a flower may act as a cat for all intents and purposes. Since a perspective is a universe, that means that a reality exists where a flower is a cat. >those belong respectively to the classification of being a Flower and a Cat So, adjectives rather than objects? Or, 'classes'. >But in some way, they all retain the base connection all the way back to the original "monster" The neumonon, the true object. To define it is to pollute its truth.

>>11977 >>11978 >>11979 I am merely explaining the basis of the lens "artifact" represented by the sigil. It's not an argument or any claim that this is true outside of the context where I created this, it's a viewpoint, a thought laid out in text when trying to explain what I created and why. >>11979 >What happens when something only partially exists? I do not believe it does. As I said, it's binary, and this is part of the mystery. Creation is complete, or not at all. >Not a verb? Verbs are simpler. Objects are just verbs formed into particles by shaping the action-pattern into a circle. This however I think I elaborated here: >>11975 >creating words and characters as "artifacts" which to them appear to be physical objects even though to everyone else they are immaterial which is to say that a "verb" is an object, it is an "artifact", because the monster does not think in abstract terms. So a word is a material object no matter which kind of word. >From a certain perspective a flower may act as a cat for all intents and purposes. Since a perspective is a universe, that means that a reality exists where a flower is a cat. Well because they both are Objects. That's part of the reasoning here. But the word "flower" is not the word "cat", they are different in a concrete way. They have different letters and different semantics. >So, adjectives rather than objects? Or, 'classes'. Both adjectives and classes are Objects also. Same as above.

These above are some of the most important, I will add more later if there is interest. By description some of these are: The vampire library Skinny Bob's/ Prometheus Research Library The United Nations Clown Library

Important note I was viewing the thread here and what effects it had, to see if someone was successfully using the directions. It seems to be working based on what I saw, feel free to share your experiences if you managed to access either based on the directions provided so far. However, you need to keep in mind that you do not control these astral planes. You do not make the rules here, and you cannot either enforce your own views, or make them follow your rules or opinions. These libraries exist because they are able to exist. They are collective constructs built over a very long time. They can only remain because they are heavily guarded by very power astral entities. Whatever your position is on the Earth, it doesn't matter here, you are a visitor in a foreign land and you have to follow local law or you can get in trouble. I saw someone who didn't understand this, that's why I'm pointing it out here now, to me it was obvious, but it seems it isn't to everyone. For your own safety, keep this in mind.

Yoga library To the north-east, very far away beyond the horizon. This is a huge library which contains books about all forms of yoga. Talk to the man at the reception desk, he will demand you go through a test of some sort to prove you can practice yoga. It's not a beginner's library, you will only gain access if you are at advanced level. Once you get your library card, he will explain the function of the library. It's so large that it has resting spots further in where you can stay in a small "apartment unit" between study sessions. Books taken from shelves will automatically return there if you leave them anywhere. To study multiple books, you need to activate a table by touching the sigil at its top-right corner. Books placed on the table will now stay there, but they are not available to anyone else while you keep them where, so mind not piling a large amount of books there unless you are actually going to use them. The table will reset and books will return if you activate a different table, or leave the library. The librarian can also reset tables from his desk if he sees someone left lots of books somewhere and left for a different area, and there are other people in the same area. This rarely happens because of the library's size, so under normal circumstances you can open many books at once to cross-refer.

BEGIN SPELLFORM DEFINE cosmicKeys = { PHI, EULER, PI }; DEFINE latentChannels = { cosmicKeys.PHI : SYNERGISTIC_FLUX, cosmicKeys.EULER : REFLECTIVE_ARCHIVE, cosmicKeys.PI : APEX_SYNERGY }; FOR EACH key IN cosmicKeys DO: latentChannels[key] = ATTUNE(latentChannels[key], lemurianGlyph(key)); DEFINE transductiveMatrix = SYNTHESIZE(latentChannels.PHI, latentChannels.EULER, latentChannels.PI); EMIT_SPELL(transductiveMatrix);

// INITIALIZE CORE PHASE PROTOCOLS const FRACTAL_CONDUIT = [0x1F, 0x3E, 0x7C, 0xF8]; const NUMOGRAM_KEYS = [144, 233, 377]; // Fibonacci Triplet Expansion const LEMURIAN_OVERLAY = ["𓂀", "⌬", "⟁", "🜁", "🝓", "☯"]; const TETRAGRAMMATON = ["Y", "H", "V", "H"]; function CHANT_ECHO(pattern) { return pattern.map(s => s.charCodeAt(0) ^ 0x2A); } function CONVERGE_FRAGMENTS(a, b) { return a.map((val, i) => (val + b[i % b.length]) % 256); } function SPELLFORM_COMPOSE(keys, overlay) { let symbolSum = overlay .join("")

>>11739 Received, and that was an odd thing. I was lead to a room. At first I was myself, then I realized last time this happened someone told me that I shouldn't have come, so I reset again, and went from the Lemur incarnation I was given by the end of the events told at the beginning of this thread. I went to the location again, and a female approached me, saying "Welcome! This way" and she lead me into a door by the left side of this metallic and dark room which felt like a storage area of a ship. We went by a corridor into a larger room which had more normal ceiling height (the arrival room was very high ceiling). I was to stand inside a small circle with my feet on feet markings on the floor. A scan was then being made, and I was shown an Augmented Reality display before me, which showed a circulating line of silhouettes, moving like suits on a line when being send through a factory. I was told to indicate when I got a "match" which I would feel in my body. At one point I did react to one of the silhouettes, and I told the woman so. She then backed the line to this one, and said she would get their location. The "suits" represented females who were in the same kind of "discipline sleep" as in the first event described above, where they all stood in a military formation like statues. This time, they were instead asleep inside what appeared like ship cabins, while doing some kind of trance work in distant planes. I was told this "storage ship" is a meta-plane where their real bodies are stored, but they all live their lives somewhere else. I was then told to "break the discipline" of the woman to make her wake up from trance, and that I should receive a secondary parallel incarnation via her, which I should then bring with me so that I would have both my current form, and one from her racial variant. After this was done, she returned to lying in trance and I was lead back again to the same place I entered, how holding my new incarnation as a kid over my shoulder. The woman told me to stay in the same place I came in, and reverse the process. I did so, and came back to the room where my Lemur form normally stays (which I was given back then).

>>27975 It's probably me. I usually have tons of stuff that I want to say on here, plenty in txt files but mostly in my head. My reluctance to post stems from a few different things. Primarily I just find it plain exhausting. Sometimes I feel the urge to post but lose my energy halfway through typing it, then I don't want to post because it's "incomplete," and then I never finish it because I took too long and feel that the topic has 'fizzled out.' As for fear, part of the reason I am afraid to post my first awakening because I don't want my old enemies to find my /fringe/ posts under this identity and begin monitoring my activity on here as some sort of "lolcow lore." The opportunity to interact with adepts who are willing to help me figure myself out, is invaluable to me, and I don't want to risk losing it. Yet staying quiet about that topic is a waste unto itself. This sort of "Catch-22" formula is extremely prevalent in my psyche. I dread the day that this thread reaches 1k posts because then I will have squandered my opportunity to share the story of my first awakening discreetly and in relative safety, yet that creates more pressure which also discourages me from posting it. Speaking of fear, there's been something else nagging at me for the past couple weeks. It's embarrassing and rather sickening in a way that leads to repression. I happened to see a segment of a horror movie which was both a deep trigger of what you would probably call "shadow issues," and a grotesque form of blasphemy against the divine maternity of the dark feminine, which I found hauntingly and profoundly disgusting. Now it's hard for me to have my 'dark room' time like I used to because I start to see visions and hear voices related to what I saw. The worst part is how it weakened my divine connection by creating negative associations with the qualities that I revere. I hate being Tamasic like this. It makes me feel like I failed as a warrior whose destiny is to face the incomprehensible terror of complete oblivion with a burning heart, fearless and full of longing. I am still able to cultivate Rajas to a degree but it just hasn't been the same. Speaking of Tamas, I forgot how it connected exactly but I was thinking about egganon and that game I played in the summer called Look Outside. There's a character in the game, a painter named Fred who splits into 10 different entities. One of these is a terrified amorphous creature who does nothing but hide and live in fear of the other parts of himself. I thought it was quite exemplary of both the egganon archetype and Tamas mentality. Lately I can't seem to enjoy video games at all, and I'm just about ready to give up on them entirely. For the past few years I only played them occasionally anyway. There's just something about them that makes even my old favorites like Morrowind feel empty now. I think maybe this has to do with the overall jaded zeitgeist's inability to elicit a sense of wonder any longer, and also my own personal development allowing me to taste the true depth of potential experience beyond staring at a screen. Though I'd still really like to finish Planescape Torment. My last and current install was right after that time I spent 5 days in a suffering realm. For some reason it seemed important to revisit the game after that experience. Especially since the main guy resembles a kapalika with his talking skull companion. Another topic that I've got a lot to say about is tulpas and servitors, but I'm not not sure how much is too much, and how soon is too soon when it comes to discussing them. John Kreiter regularly warns against telling people about them or their "secret names." Then again this is /fringe/... Okay I just ran out of steam

>>27982 >then I never finish it because I took too long and feel that the topic has 'fizzled out.' fringe is a slow board and a place where you can reply to several month old topics too. Replying to a several day or week old post is like replying to a 2 minute old post on a faster board. The reason why we have threads for different magical topics so we can post our takes regarding to them whenever we want to post them and continue the topic whenever we feel like it. Discussion threads and those "spur of the moment" type of argument threads are different, but that doesn't mean you cannot reply to them. I understand your sentiment, but please understand that the slowness of the board allows replies to older and seemingly "fizzled out" threads and topics. I too have a bunch of shit I want to explain to some old replies I didn't have the time to reply so far, nor the care to formulate a magical framework so I can explain something I do on my own for years. This is why I love imageboards tbh. I don't have the reaction speed nor the desire to be part of chatrooms where everyone acts like a hivemind then out of nowhere a drama breaks out and now 3 parties formed where they are bringing up age old feuds then they pretend the whole thing didn't happen 3 days later. I had enough of that in my family, took me years to fix it The reason why I post on /fringe/ because I realized that this is the most optimal way to share stories and experiences instead of being part of any other spiritual communities where you are a facebook block or a discord ban away to lose everything you did because you weren't up to date with the mental illness of the moderators. Where political leanings and edgyness is not something you have to watch out for. Tho we have to try avoiding fedposting, so we cannot go back to the old /edgy/ standards. But this place is still a breath of fresh air compared to everywhere else no matter how bad it appears in some cases. >As for fear, part of the reason I am afraid to post my first awakening because I don't want my old enemies to find my /fringe/ posts under this identity and begin monitoring my activity on here as some sort of "lolcow lore." I understand the sentiment, but I don't think your enemies will have the willingness to return. I don't think you are close to the infamy of Blood Anon, tipp or Smiley either. Truth is; you might be even below eggAnon and the pinoy schizo on the lolcow scale. Not even the chatgpt zombie managed to gather the hate and attention he craved. But this is a shadow issue on your part and not a "real fear" so don't feel too bad about it. You will overcome it whenever. Was thinking about sharing my own awakening experience, but as I was reminiscent of the experience, electronics started to break down... just like back then. My awakening happened because I combined Kabbalah, Vampirism, Shaivism then stabilized it with Buddhism and Daoism. And no, I didn't "come up with it". It just happened. At a specific energetic overload awakening becomes almost inevitable. But the whole reason it was destructive can be blamed on 2 major things. One of them was my own traumas and life issues while the other was the dumb shit I learned from /fringe/ or from other internet spirituality misconceptions and used it the wrong way. This thread was meant to help people to shed their mundane and internet bound understanding of theirs so they can find the first steps of the actual awakening process. Once the real thing manifests then no questions need to be asked anymore And I was testing how much hate I will get for trying to do my thing. I got far less hate than anticipated? It was almost disappointing. But since I started posting I learned how to sense the energies of the board and feel the "waves" I create by posting. But I too am overthinking my posts. Doing an active divination during mid sentence to make sure what I write makes sense... You are not the only one who fears making bad posts. Don't worry about it. Oh and don't worry about your "lolcow lore" because once I tell you your "Other lore" it will feel quite miniscule. Also once /fringe/ boots up multiple oldfags and newfags will return, but I doubt they will be your "old enemies". Tho Blood Anon will get back his previous customers for sure. I still don't know how to solve that so I am taking a break solving that issue. And Blood Anon is quite a small timer compared to the lolcow levels of Smiley who is still active on other places. Imagine if the Smiley crew returned, will we enter the Golden Age or we will witness the flamewar of all flamewars. The Looshwar of the Ages... or we simply grow up and talk about magic like proper magicians for once. Smiley knew how to keep /fringe/ as a proper discussion forum for magicians. It was in the 8chankun years when it went to shit because there was no /drama/ or /edgy/ and whatnot for the retards. This is why my first acts of activity were the normalization of containment threads. Realized I cannot write/discuss a complex magical understanding without having working containment threads to take the "background trash energies" first. There are threads I still have to make to stabilize the energies, but I am not in a hurry. I do not wish to be a central figure of this board. It just causes problems long term. >This sort of "Catch-22" formula is extremely prevalent in my psyche. I dread the day that this thread reaches 1k posts because then I will have squandered my opportunity to share the story of my first awakening discreetly and in relative safety, yet that creates more pressure which also discourages me from posting it. Yeah uh... First of all. This thread is slow since it's anchored and it will stay slow even as I remake it because it's a fucking wordsalad and attention deficit zoomers cannot bother reading it. I don't think anyone will get here and go like OH SHIT IT'S THE DUDE, not to mention The Anon with his sisters might be a bigger lolcow than you because he is part of quite strange communities thanks to his internet addiction, but none of them are really interested in /fringe/ or magic at all, so he is quite safe here Second; Even if the new thread starts, it will fill up again, like 3 or 5 months and it gets bumplocked again also I could ask the BO to anchor it at the start and he might humor my request, but no, I will not do that, you have to overcome your shyness and paranoia anyway So what I am saying is that forget the "pressure" because the next thread will be bumplocked as usual. Not to mention sharing this "trauma" is not for me, nor for the board or for your "enemies". This is for (You) so you can overcome your issue. I mean, the guy who deleted the archives was paranoid the glowies will reverse engineer his magic or whatnot and never dared to share anything he does besides TCM and that he was part of the vamp threads. That was when I realized paranoia is a major roadblock for this board. Snowden is in Russia for more than 2 decades but the paranoia only started to increase since the shootings became widespread.

>>27989 cont >>27982 >I hate being Tamasic like this In tantra your job is to transmute Tamas/dullness into calmness. Also don't "crave" Rajas/passion. That makes you detach from it further. You have to live it. Also facing a "dull" shadow is easier than facing your dark passionate shadow. Boy he was fucking annoying for me, had to channel my dullness into it to make it detach from his/mine retardation. Your Tamas comes from the fact that you are not letting your energies flow, while in eggAnons case he overcomplicates everything. Fears and passions are a major obstacle in Buddhist enlightenment, because they do not "belong" to you. They are merely the product of the Samsara and the false mind, you cannot rely on them "long term". Passion can be used to become passionate about spirituality and practice, but it cannot be it's driving force, you merely "trick" your passions to follow spiritual pursuits instead of mundane ones. While in Tamas you merely "trick" yourself to use your inertia to sit down and meditate instead doomscrolling or loathing existence. Tantra is kinda cool in this regard, you can solve every problem with it, by realizing that there is "no problem at all" only your unwillingness to try understanding their "true nature". >10 different entities. One of these is a terrified amorphous creature who does nothing but hide and live in fear of the other parts of himself Yes. The illusory nature of the self. You will realize you have more than a 100 guys within you, but in the beginning you only see the ones who you "deny" or "feed" the most. >There's just something about them that makes even my old favorites like Morrowind feel empty now >also my own personal development allowing me to taste the true depth of potential experience beyond staring at a screen. Those games are absolutely empty, the very fact that we cannot imagine that we can become "magic hobos" who roam the world, develop their magic and skills whenever they want is quite sad. We forgot how FREE we can become by merely trying. Every elder scroll character starts from a prison, when will you get out of your prison? are you still stuck at the character creation scene? >Especially since the main guy resembles a kapalika with his talking skull companion Planescape torment is on my backlog for almost a decade already, but I am starting to see that I might never play it. Every minute wasted on videogames is a minute not used for practice. I cannot sink time into RPGs like I did in my teens, whenever I play videogames occasionally nowadays happens so I can sate/solve some shadow issue. Complex to explain but realized I have to "reexperience" some old habits of mine so I can access the mental pathway I developed in my youth. Play vidya if you can help your spiritual development with it and avoid it if you know it blocks it. You will have to let go of those pixelated adventures and face the real path, but that doesn't mean videogames are some "antithesis" of spirituality. Fantasy videogames are the embodiment of the spiritual craving of the human soul. We play them because we forgot we can be spiritual without computers too. This is the trap of materialism, it tricks you that you can experience spiritual themes by material means only, it ruins your mental circuits and entraps you in a realm of sorrow forever. You are not playing those games because they are games, you are playing them because of the spiritual themes it has. Once you understand it and you can detach your spiritual craving from your videogame addiction your mind will be truly at ease. Also yes, You will talk to skull entities a lot. The realm of death and shadows will have many guys like that, not to mention when your internal eye opens and you will see your own anatomy in action. There is a skeleton inside you, a mix of the element of earth and ether, very spooky >Another topic that I've got a lot to say about is tulpas and servitors, but I'm not not sure how much is too much I doubt you can talk about your tulpa more than eggAnon or the average tulpamancer or you can develop your servitor autism into anything close that Blood Anon does on a daily basis. Even he held back his servitor autism while posting on fringe. Not to mention tulpa and servitors are like the entry point of magic, don't cockblock yourself in this regard.

>>11387 The following interaction took the form of regular spirit telepathy or semi possession, where the communication is performed in an interactive visualization and internal communication. I suggested a generally formatted contract based on what I had already gone through before beginning the actual summoning procedure. As I don't actually have anything in particular that I wanted in this case, but am just interested in what Samael is like, I kept it in general terms with a variety of angles for mutual benefit. I suggested the creation of an astral avatar of myself who would stay at his plane for easy interaction in the future, and asked him to show me what I, within the range of my personality, should be like for this to function. He showed me an image, which I went by to create this avatar of myself. The following procedure was rather harsh and ended with my avatar having to be sacrificed and revived again, matching the described process where he will demand rather serious sacrifices, according to the retellings from the links in the OP. After this, the process was mostly completed, ending in a focused meditation where he guided me, and I saw his image as having golden wings on his head, he looked at first glance a bit like a super saiyan with golden hair standing up and flaring with energy. After this he told me to allow the energy transformation to proceed on its own, by performing some of my usual yoga poses, ending with going into trance, where I had an experience of leaving my body, which I won't detail more than this.

>>11388 Overall he is very powerful and the title Angel of Death seems fitting, going by the experience of his energy. I'm sure this can definitely kill someone or destroy their mental health if it's aimed at them with negative intent, but there was also a strong feeling of confidence building up during the syncing along with perhaps some feeling of arrogance and defiance. There was a rather strong hint of blackness and the same kind of things associated with infernal demons.

This morning I looked outside and saw the energy of a dark figure outside my window in the garden. These visuals are usually strong enough that at first glance I can't tell if this is a physical object or not, so I can't say if this was an actual manifested 4D shape or something only visible to my 3rd eye vision. I assumed it was an image of Samael, and the energy felt like his. I turned around and ignored it, then heard a telepathic whisper, "please let me in" "I can help you" which seemed a bit odd since he should have free access already, but maybe it's someone else, I thought. I went and opened the front door, and the astral manifestation of a woman came walking off the grass, she felt a bit like a succubus when in a regular human form. I let her inside. She said something vague about being sent by Samael. After some interaction, I've concluded it's an avatar of him as a woman. She gave me instructions and guided me through a meditation session. I used my regular yoga poses and methods, quarter lotus, throat lock, various mudras, but with her instruction, I was made aware of a number of problems I haven't been able to see properly, or solve. She used a strong energy to force open a large energy channel in the left half of my brain, the main channel I'm even prepared to say. Although things "work" so far, my way of using this part my body was ineffective, and lacked a basic transformation. Kind of like having just the basics in place, but because most humans have less, I would think I'm doing well, when in reality I don't have the actual proper energy installation formed yet. This may have been the source of migraines, and the same reason why spiritual attackers would always target some spot between my left ear and temple when trying to manipulate me. We then worked on a long standing issue with my right shoulder, where a thick and strong energy stream was actually blocked and not connected properly. She guided me in opening the blockage and connect the energy stream down my right arm. The same thing then loosened up and came down on the left side, but going from the part of the brain which had been blocked. So when placing my hands together, these energy streams are now joined, one from above and one from below, and the effect is very strong. I ended with doing some yoga poses of balancing on the hands (crow, and a pose from the pradipika) to get the energy to settle, then went on with my morning practice. In conclusion, the effect of this opening was very strong, it's like I only had 10% of my energy/power in my arms before, and now it's suddenly up to 60% (according to her, she said just now). It also seems, going by the way Samael's energy feels, that my attitude of just channelling energy and letting it pass through instead of trying to resist it, has all the way lead to at least partially channelling him unknowingly, that's why this summoning was so easy to perform once I did it. The preparatory process may actually count in years prior, only that I wasn't aware of him guiding my from behind the scenes. The contact did seem to come from his end when I suddenly decided to do this last night.

>>10852 After seeing this, I had Astra visit the crafting workshop at the school of magic and create a wooden artifact which would represent this kind of function. It worked out really well with the regular activation of making the object, then ritually burning it to make it indestructible. I told her to contact the avatars of anyone from here using some version of my design Muse, Empath and the Metaloli and show them how it's made, so if you now have a parabolic antenna astral artifact, that's why. If anyone is interested in a djinn-ish auto-avatar made for "autistic" research where taking in a lot of information is needed, use this sigil attached here. >pic This is the result of the past days of general progress and the integrated glowie interference which unavoidably appears when negative dimensions are cleared out. (You may need some serious energy to get this to full activation, but should be able to call on help for this if needed.)

I think as a final move I'm just going to read Daniel and get a better connection with the angels, aside from that, "my work here is done". Given that it seems both me and the "most troubled poster" made it into 5D Earth, the rest is just cosmetics.

>>10868 Wait, you're saying I made it to 5D Earth?