>>14846 >Are there occult benefits to dressing unconventionally in public Yes, they ignore you or you're going to get a lot of attention to a point to mesmerize people with fascination, respect, sex appeal, cuteness, aesthetic or wathever you image call they will want to or take photos of you or fall in love with you if you're cute and ask for your IG and normie socials things. Or maybe the police arrest you who knows.

>>14853 Consider the fellow shirts to more Memetic power around people.

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I have a few experiences with "retribution" curses (using the person's own karma against them). But I don't want to be the only one sharing stories, so share yours first.

>>14886 You're just making things up, as I never share any of my results on imageboards. I share small segments of information which I think will help people, rephrased so they're not identifiable but still get the main point across. What do you know about how I react to people? Nothing. What you call "violence" here can only refer to some imagination you have, or you think words written on a keyboard constitute "violence". That's a very sheltered view, far from what violence really is. Same for retribution. You don't know anything about it. I can only interpret this as your strong wish that someone like your imagined version of me should exist, because it fits some emotional need you have.

>>14888 I think that spells and workings that are explicitly designed to hurt people are violence, and you post about doing such things regularly. Whether to political figures or populations that you don't like or even posters here that have hurt your ego. You've described yourself doing workings like this repeatedly both here and on Sunflower. There's no point in lying about it. The only possible excuse for this is if you're some sort of secret atheist and all this Sunflower-type blogging in just a big grift. Is that what's happening here? It feels like this is more a case of you being unwilling to look at yourself or your actions honestly.

>>14870 I think she might have calmed down, she is standing on guard waiting. There seem to be more but hiding.

>>14871 I'm sure there multiple orgs targeting me, there's this minor one that's been harassing me for months now. Lets see if she can find them.

>>14870 >>14871 >>14872 Going by what I saw, I think this adrenachrome business is at its end at least. The rest should just be some lower goons of little importance.

>>160 1. Presto 2. Abra-Kadabra 3. Shazam

Incantations and affirmations (same thing) are only needed or useful so far as they help you remember or grasp the feeling you need to evoke for the particular spell you're doing. Ritual, and in particular attributions when one is working a summoning, serve a similar purpose. Proper works of art, be it sculptures, colors in any combination, or alone, sigils, music, scent..., use a shared and base language of feeling to codify the energy you must make yours and encode in the information field you emanate at that particular time. Gordon Winterfield's Demons of Magick exemplifies this perfectly, and shows that the author knows exactly what he is talking about. In case you have never read this work, it provides a set of evoked feelings (like the feeling of crushed leaves, the smell of a certain fruit, etc.) that held in your awareness simultaneously create the appropriate energetic environment for the spirit to be in your presence. This is superb application of magical principles, and I think that's the only work where I have seen this spelled out so clearly. Every book on spirit summoning includes these, but they are implicit; only the magician who knows what I laid out in this post can utilize these works to their full potential. Sigils, when drawn in a state of even light trance, work on the same principle. If the operation is going to work, the magician is going to involuntarily hold in his awareness the feeling of the wish fulfilled. As he draws the sigil, getting further into a state of flow, it is unconsciously going to adopt aesthetic characteristics that resonate with that wish fulfilled. This is why a properly finished sigil is going to "feel right". The act of creation alone is a spell in itself. The activation of a properly made sigil is going to evoke the right kinds of feelings (very subtly) to bring about the goal of the operation. Success might depend on the complexity of the goal's pattern of energy, so sigils are not always the right choice.

>>14815 I was reading a Hypnosis book (science approach oriented with CBT therapy and other therapies) and they say the same thing as you. >Energy Except the part of "energy" in a magick sense they say more like sensations and suggestions and belief at that especific moment around sensation, magnetism, energy, heat, cold, less blood around one place, less hurt in one place, ghost pain, light, anything you want to belief or put around you or feeling Tibet yogui-tantra buddhist belief in subtle body idea like Nadhis for Tumo breathing with some warm exercizes to attain a lot of warm. The GD believe in kabbalah and body of light. >Trance Is a out old school idea in the book and is discharged in hypnosis phenomena, they say it more like a Hypnotic mindset bacause there's no trance or mindwaves just you believing in your hypnotic mindset if you use hypnosis in this model of the book, in this model subconsious or psychoanalysis-freudian ideas not exist anyway bacause are infalseable like any shit that any freudian or psychoanalysis ass says >Emanate Its more like a suggestion of feeling of right moment like a trigger around a thing or gesture. Sound Like the swedenborg idea of corresponce or asociations. Triggers by hand gestures are like the triggers of NLP or Mudras of Yoga or hand gestures of Kuji-kiri. They can evoke sensations, light confidense and relaxation. It's like when a Marine or Military listen to a bell and just turn around posing like a soldier in automatic-mode like a pavlov dog (the bell activate alert mechanism and sensations) but gestures do that more slowly and less traumatic if you believe in it lol. The sigils in the chaos theory enter in the subconscious by trance and eye fixation and belief and destructions, in this hypnosis model just the belief in the paper make it work >Evoking Is more like a visualization + sensations around body memory and self ideas around it, like a hypnotist saying to you're going to feel the lemon he is licking (he's not licking it) and your body and memory recall that sensation feeling the lemon. Or like recalling sex and start to do sex gestures and your face turn blush or recalling sleepy sensations turning your eyes down and acting like sleepy to a point to snooze and become sleepy. Actors sometimes just fake it at start acting to end feeling the true sensations. Faking it make it working. Crowley say something like this in one book as well.

>>14836 I feel suffocated from all of the stresses of living in the Kali Yuga.

>>14826 It's not complex to construct a tulpa based on a real individual. If you don't have the mental patience to deal with tulpamancy, you can tap into the egregore of that person. Note that the personality and stability of this person will be projected onto you. >>14844 Yet you want to suffocate in the bosom of another chaotic woman?

>>14845 >Yet you want to suffocate in the bosom of another chaotic woman? Who wouldn't?

>>14808 You know I am a materialist, I believe in the theory that sleep is just physical stimuli, stimuli in relation to the nervous system and the body and one's own emotional state responding to those stimuli seconds before waking up or even our own ability to control dreams. The problem is when you feel that something invaded you in the dream and it is an entity or third person and I already had nightmares succubus style and this time it was not the same. I have the idea that I pressed one of my ears (there's a special organ here) during sleep and hallucinated voices but it does not fit my experiences, maybe the alpha state prior to sleep increases creativity or stimuli senses and this changed my scheme of what I interpreted as general dreams (although sleeping takes you to other deeper states and I do not know about this topic because I did not study it, let's assume that as you start sleeping immediately triggers the dream at the end added to physical stimuli and emotional state). I dreamed with a shadow-hatman like but was not a bad or eerie dream, not so much comfy but ok and fun to me. Yep.

>>14799 >summon bodhidharma Just zazen it.

>>14825 >Just zazen it. Maybe you can do that with pure land techniques. Well, buddha is reincarnating in yourself at the moment you start to read his Dharma teaching. A tulpa of buddha sound dull to me >Anon: Teach me the secrets tantra lord buddha! >Buddha: No Anontteyā , do Mettā. >Anon: Ok, May i be... May.... fuck.

Part 2 What the Pronatalist Youtubers have is Pragma, Storge, and hopefully as they work together eventually mutual Agape. What people nowadays think of primarily of “love” is Eros and Mania. Families cannot successfully be maintained on Eros, because the biochemical underpinnings of Eros only last at most a year or two. Long enough to make a baby, perhaps, but nowhere near long enough to raise one to adulthood in safety. Further meditations on the topic revealed something new to me that I had not realized before. Nowhere in Christian thought is any indication of when or how to engage in Ludos or ludic love. The realization hit me hard. I had always assumed sex always needed to be with one’s spouse. That’s officially the only kind that is permitted. And, I concur still, it is the best. But… In my teetotaler example, the danger is that the good of alcohol consumption is lost by preaching pure abstinence. And by only teaching abstinence, no instruction on how to handle alcohol in an intelligent way is provided. Just “Don’t do it!” By analogy, only providing instruction on perfect sexual continence risks ignoring the positive effects and risks of irregular sexual relations. And it hit me hard: Of course! The gay Canadian man would understand that! He could not be satisfied with regular sex, using perversions of normal relations. He needed to understand which parts of love and sex he could keep even as a homosexual. Ludic sex is literally what “players” do. All the pick-up guys? Ludic. All the girls who ho? Ludic. But also, the fumbling teens? Ludic. The stuff people do on vacation? Ludic. Consequence free sex a la porn, TV, movies, and popular books…anytime sex is treated as no more sacred than a game of Tennis? Ludic. And yet there is absolutely no instruction from a religious point of view on how to best and most safely engage in Ludic sex. The Occult seeks to understand the world as it is, not as it is described in dogmatic terms. Sex alone, without any energy work to adjust it, generates energetic links between the participants. All those witches helping people with “cord-cutting” services are often helping people who got energetic strings attached from no-strings-attached sex! The participants had no idea what the effects of their choices would be. Think about love spells for a moment. What’s their goal? Almost always they come from an obsessive place: what Lee called mania. At best, dosing some girl with a magical ‘roofie’ will only get her to be obsessed with you, not any kind of love that is enjoyable over the long term. “Roofie” is a slang word for Rohypnol, a common date rape drug that guys, or female thieves, use to drug their victims. It causes loss of resistance to command and memory loss, so the victim often doesn’t know what happened. Girls putting their menstrual blood in baked goods is the same principle. It’s all fun and games until she starts threatening to kill herself if you don’t love her, or threatens to file rape charges unless you accede to her demands. As the Genie in Aladdin put it, “Uh, rule #2: I can't make anybody fall in love with anybody else.” The audience is thinking “Eros” but really it must mean all six types of love. One of my long-term interests is in sexual spirits and their energetic effect. I think using the “honey” of eros is a pretty good way to give a goal for spiritual work. The classic archetype of the aspirant going on a journey, slaying the beast, and winning the love of a princess. If Mario and Luigo just rubbed one out in a Japanese Soapland Bowser would rule and the Princess would still be locked in the Castle. Instead, the masculine journey to engage with the world, learn how it works, and then conquer our adversaries (whether in the physical or within ourselves) is the reason I am interested in the Occult. Religion says, “Trust us, follow us and you will be fine” whereas I am more interested in understanding what I can first, and then proceeding accordingly. In our modern world, very few men have super-strong masculine energy. And very few women have very strong feminine energy. If you work with strongly feminine entities, such as mermaids or undines, they are much more feminine than most women. The risk, which I think the Occultist Bardon mentioned, is becoming “swallowed up” by them. I work hard to maintain my masculine energy, even by writing this little essay: taking the risk of putting words out there for the world is a masculine activity.

>>14746 >, I experienced what first second seemed like the flapping of a large moth by my left ear, but there was no moth and a strong light brown energy went through my left brain half with some warmth, and a mild stream was opened up. The experience was similar to the first "sudden growth" I had with Aja. I had the coffee and felt someone being present. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Comparison_of_butterflies_and_moths I have a wall calendar which usually makes it to me every year, it's an ad for an organization working to support blind people which I at some point gave money to because I felt that's an ok charity, since blindness isn't some made up disability. The photos for every month always contain some kind of message for me, I think it's Illivryn sending them to me this way, it's been a thing for over 10 years, and they images are always correct once I figure out the message. It doesn't do much in terms of divination, but just confirms that I every year follow a set plan, and that what I realize and develop was always pre-arranged, despite how personal it was. Someone else may see this as giving the finger to "chance" believers, but for me it just feels like a nice non-intrusive way of saying every month "I'm here to guide you". The current month has a moose in setting sun image, which creates an outline showing the 4 worlds on the kabbalah tree (the crown of the moose being an obvious image here), and how they relate to my internal state, with Beriah having a small cross on it (shown by a tree stem forming a cross) for my Rosicrucian arc earlier this summer (where you'd also carry a cross in a necklace). The following month has a moth or butterfly, after looking into it, I think it categorizes as a moth, but it's one of the more butterfly-like ones. I couldn't make sense of that, but this morning I saw it. I was trying to again divine my future path of the coming year in detail, using my Astra servitor (to retell the story for new readers; I created a servitor for simple divination after having asked the undead god Astrael so many times that she started telling me I was asking too much) and used a process where I would have her categorize all possible courses of action, then separate off those that are harmful or "wrong" to me. Then work through through those that are good or neutral. This formed a wooden beam form. I asked again Astra to start sorting out those that are merely theoretical and won't actually happen, and it turned into a hook. This represents the Jesuit energy form which is just present everywhere in Europe, so it doesn't help much seeing it, except that I know I'm started to see the society I'm working in. After refining it more, it turned into something very small and dark, I was then asking Astra to separate off things I won't for some reason do, because of physical external obstacles or personal feelings which make it impossible. When further refining it, the energy form turned into a small moth made from yellow energy. This kind of matches what I had in mind earlier, but not exactly, as I had the idea to try and become light and quick like a bee or fruit fly by syncing with Bhramari. I kind of did that in a shallow way earlier this month. But this process here again shows that what I'm doing is so predictable that a wall almanac printed before this year already has the correct mindwave/energy form I was predicted to find, shown right there for the correct month.

>>14807 >it turned into a hook. This represents the Jesuit energy form which is just present everywhere in Europe, so it doesn't help much seeing it, except that I know I'm started to see the society I'm working in. Interesting follow up. The nerd would from the title make the connection here, it's a reference to a map location from Heroes of Might and Magic II. The Witch's hut, where the hero gets a random skill. Turns out this witch is from slavic folklore. A version of her is known from Hans and Gretel, but she's not the same character there and is more streamlined to just be an evil old hag. In the original, she also plays a positive role or a role where her evil has a positive outcome, such as helping what would be the slavic version of Cinderella by giving her a fire-emitting skull which kills the evil step-mother and siblings... She also has 2 sisters and there is alchemical symbolism involved. This picture appeared when looking for more info, it shows her holding a cane which is shaped as the Jesuit mind wave mirrored in form. Or it could be said to be the female version of it. I only got into looking into this character after trying to find some way to deal with 'red reptilians in Israel who started trying to infiltrate my mind for no reason. Turns out they have "mindshifting" ability instead of the regular shapeshifting. It means they can instantly copy someone's mind and appear to speak or think as them. Pretty annoying as they can then make you instantly believe their manipulation is your own thinking, by imitating it perfectly. Except it comes from outside, and I know when I think something and when it's telepathy saying some dumb shit in my voice, so I don't fall for that. I still wanted some better way at dealing with reptiles, and this witch appeared in the search results. She had some connection with a red snake in some myth. I think her holding the female version of the Jesuit mind wave artifact has some meaning here.

I remember a story of a witch that cursed a man with a mirror. basically, she dared him to stare into it daily and he eventually messed up how he saw his own face, like he forgot it or something, all from mere suggestion and habit. a similar concept is Australian aboriginal bone pointing which induces a placebo effect heart attack. belief is a crucial aspect

curious as to what insights can be gained from psychedelic experiences, especially the visuals, but also ideas like "the waiting room" and similar archetypes found in dmt. are they useful mechanisms outside of the trip?

>>14805 forgot the fucking image

>>14763 *other devas/gods

>>12600 trips or it didnt happen

>>14769 >Is it even possible to change that at 23 years old? You can't change anything at any age. You can only change yourself. And you can do so at any age, in theory.

>>14770 Zoomers have some meme that they are at the end of their life once they are past the age of 16 >>14769 I change my lifestyle, my magic, my thinking process completely around every 5 years. Mostly because many of my mundane issues take around 3-5 years to solve and once I am done with them I have far more free time and mental power to pursue spirituality. My life has "chapters" and things always change once a new chapter of my life begins. Pic related btw. And most young geniuses die young. Don't envy them too much. And 1 true friend is better than 20 fake friends. I always let my weaker/fake friendships fall apart because they are more of a burden than a benefit. >Or will it just be same shit different day? Only if you let it stay that way. I am sure you heard this saying already, but I will say it again, because it is important. Be the change you wish to see in the world.

Check'em the mark of the beast

Can we talk about Egyptian numerology? Check my 5

Do you GET me fringe?

That's all positive and simple mindwaves in my first folder. After this it may have gotten more complex, so I'll only post more if there is any interest in this topic. (I've left out any negative ones, examples such as those which create insanity, schizophrenia, inceldom etc.)

>>14751 >as a map in front of you with North up, South down, East right and West left. Clarification: this means you can apply this during physical rituals. Turn in the direction you want to strengthen. If you want to focus on reading something with high clarity, sit facing North for hyper perception. If you want to meditate for new insight, sit facing East. If you want to understand ancient texts, sit facing West. If you want to understand "root chakra" and more primitive social states and cultures, face South. You can also apply this when working with a magic circle outside, by activating the preferred directions. This is common in witchcraft, although their perception of why they do it may differ from the description here, the function is the same. Religious sites, churches and such are built with awareness of the effect of the directions. So you will find churches have the altar in the East to make conversion and revelation easier. See https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Orientation_of_churches

>>7822 >Consistently a top board for half a year This is no longer /fringe/. I want my money back.

>>14517 You paid nothing tho

>>14517 >Consistently a top board This is not a real accomplishment since the top board list was expanded during the 4chan refugee crisis. Every board with 2 or more daily users becomes a top board. Only dead boards are unable to make the cut. If the previous top board list size was still in effect we would be fighting for top board status every day.

Just to say i can go higher than this. It just puts me in a bad fucking mood.

>>14729 >college of winterhold Isn't that the one where anyone with 0 magic skills can just waltz on in and become the leader?

>>14736 >0 magic skills You do have to cast at least two spells iirc. >the leader He's just a figurehead. I just want to converse with daedras and practice necromancy in a place where people know to ignore the weird noises at night lest they be turned inside out. That and "creepy wizard tower do not come" so the normies know to mind their manners. House Tellvanni can be a club I also like the anime reign of the seven spell blades which explains it well. You can lay your head low and go to the classes and most likely you'll be fine but go to the labyrinth and you'll get "recruited" and initiated. I just hate wasting potential. And i hate mono-cultures.

The Fundamentals of Kabbalah

>>14707 >>14708 Source sheets in Hebrew