>>18609 Aww. You won at life Anon!

>>18609 YOU WILL NEVER BE A WIZARD! EVERYONE WHO ISN’T A WIZARD IS INFESTED WITH PARASITES! REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>18705 > Aww. You won at life Anon! I'm alive, so I won. The existence of her is nice, but my life doesn't intrinsically change through her existence. It's just form. I don't know why she's attracted to me and I don't care. It's nice to feel her soft skin. >>18799 Don't know what parasites are. It's all just exchange and changing of form. Not judging - even judgement - from my experience makes life awesome. I love you all. Happy to have found this place. Fuck you all.

Did Royce 59 really do a crime in one of his songs i have to know?

Go this it could be where they duce in the pressure that fucks up the schizophrenic so the doctors can say the powers aren't real in controlled environments.

ohhhh who's that fucking famous cunt in that song where he oww the songs not exactly about it but he knows all the pressure that everyone gets put at them from the lyrics (that isn't the artist at fault) but this one fuckwit goes ahead of all that pressure in a few lines and puts a fucking pressure there if you've had it at you (or you wouldn't notice). And it does a crime.

other SS difficulty: >longest time in prison isolation (pic related, formerly) >Los Frikis de Cuba (self-inoculated HIV+\AIDS blood to go a sanatorium and not die in hunger ,during a crisis period 0 >surviving more than one genocide >becoming a bishop of a fringe, obscure church you joined as an adult convert >FBI most wanted + faking your death in a country wherein you're already a Joe Doe + being an international deadbeat dad >north korean top 1% Elite >member of a korea Chaebol, or japanese Zaibatsu >member of the top Saudi royalty circles >eldest son of a Chabad dynasty, or FLDS cult (leader's eldest son)

>>18767 >actually making this monstrosity of an iceberg Got me a good chuckle

>>18784 So this is what Gnosticism is about? Surely there must be a better way.

>>16615 interesting.

>>14530 I was watching some chi kung, qi gong, or whatever it's called, exercises of energy. I also saw a Chinese master who looked like a buddhist monk explaining the subject to a Westerner, although the language barrier made his explanations a little clumsy; he admitted that he didn't speak English very well. At one point in the conversation, the monk said that when you feel the chi at a certain point, you manage to let yourself flow through the movements as if your mind were controlling them, which is something they seek to achieve through martial arts and repetition. Qi gong energy hands are the same as magnetic hands. I find it funny to see people on the internet surprised by the magnetic-energy-force effect in hands, although of course the hypnosis model rejects the idea of cosmic or internal energy like the Chinese believe. I have been experimenting with hypnosis, and I have a theory that this idea of flow in psychology and the Chinese master's concept are the same as the ideomotor effect of hypnosis. The master describes it as the mind over the body or even as possession, which is exactly what I felt when experimenting with hypnosis. Several chi kung qi gong exercises are the same as somatic exercises and even have a suggestive and relaxing effect to activate the vagus nerve and parasympathetic nervous system (I believe that the heat and light of the sun further enhances the feeling of energy.) to acquire a kind of body awareness, which I believe (this) affects the suggestive state of the mind over the body. >experimenting today Today I achieved a light progressive relaxation of the body, placed my legs pointing the sky in a wall, and I think I entered a deep state of relaxation along with a hypnotic mindset. Although I didn't achieve visualizations, it felt like sleeping but I was very aware of my surroundings. I think it was a bit similar to when I meditated with kasina and got too relaxed. The idea of jhana comes close, although for me it was a state of focused attention and relaxation, as if my ears had stopped hearing the sounds around me but I was awake, the same thing happened to me one day while practicing Vipassana. It was fun. This book >>16579 have some nice guides with focused-meditation-hypnosis on relaxation and trance-hypnosis for visualizations and other things: although I haven't yet read about the ideas on correspondences and so on, I'm not sure if I'll be able to achieve anything if I have apanthesia. >Tattwas I read somewhere that training with tattwas trains visualization, although the book itself has a practice. I wasn't able to visualize with the kasinas back in time while i do buddhist techniques, although I did have a temporary retinal burn while practicing, which is typical for meditation with closed eyes lol >Also I haven't yet acquired the ability to enter a deep trance to achieve an advanced state of visualization, although doing hypnosis when I wake up and go to sleep has become very relaxing and has led me to start having interesting dreams. Today, before waking up, I was in a kind of nightmare panic situation, and strangely, I felt in control and just repeated one of the CBT model practices instinctively: “Relax, relax.” I relaxed a lot and woke up from the dream. It was fun. I wonder if this could be considered a stage of some kind of dream-sleep yoga, but I became very aware of the dream. However, I believe that if I can have dreams, I can visualize things; I just need to enter a deeper trance.

>>14530 Well, I'm still here. I learned, felt, and saw amazing and wonderful things through hypnosis, meditation, and magick. and I still have a lot more to learn Thanks you very much to all anons. >Also Here's a gift, take my book about Scientific Self-Hypnosis CBT model, maybe it can help you. All humans have the right to be happy, to have love, and to have peace. Good luck with your life journey and sleep well. >Be more human every day until the end of times, every day, in every way, I'm getting better and better and more human.

Your mainstream now muthafuckers! - Take schizoposters i taught em law.

HEALTH IS OVER IT HASN'T CURED A FUCKING THING SINCE COVID AT ALL!!

>>18797 CRIMES!!!!! BOWTZ!!! I DEFEND!

>>85 pledging one week.>>85

>>18592 Pure Rizz

Unlike every day sayan artists, my sayans have special faces for real life eye to eye expressions that you can look at the transparent expression of the sayan, and see in a real facial expressions what the sayan would know and what the sayan would think if he existed in real life. And you can actually transform into a sayan just be copying his frame of mind, which is 100% applicable to a human like you in the brain in real life. This is sayan science.

>>18364 expression*

I looked outside, and in the dark near a light source outside the front gate, I saw a large dark shape move. I thought I mistook it, and kept looking, and it came back again at least 3 times. I tried reading the energy of what was there, manually and via servitors, and got the image of a large black hell tiger, and a girl was riding it. Divination said <a guard belonging to Osiris One hour later, someone I haven't talked to in years suddenly messaged me, saying they have been seeing "entities in the streets".

Last night I went to bed listening to a DMT production frequency. Around 1 A.M. I woke up with the internet out due to a storm and the frequency not playing, then got a stronger sensation of hypnopompia than usual. I saw an evil spirit standing behind the couch was sleeping on, then heard a voice, in my voice, screaming "SELL MY SOUL SELL MY SOUL!"; must've been a subconscious voice saying that. Then asked Heimdall was asked to stop the soul sale and it stopped saying that. Then saw an angry-looking sonic character, presumably the evil spirit disguised as one. Then saw white text in the form of my irl name. Told him to go away since he was presumably the evil spirit in disguise, then he left. Got spooked by the evil spirit real bad, but got to sleep later anyway. Feel too scared to use first-person pronouns, lest the intrusive thoughts make the first-person pronoun refer to an evil spirit instead of not an evil spirit. Been recovering since. Learned today that the heart spirit is responsible for making and strengthening tulpas of evil spirits that were mistaken for real evil spirits. The heart spirit was told by the consciousness to make the tulpa of the evil spirit go to the other side of the body and do a stupid dance, and then the thermal energyform that was manifested by the heart spirit and straining the heart spirit did. The heart spirit then learned that it was creating the tulpas and stopped doing it for a while. Still have to learn the difference between real evil spirits and tulpas created by the heart. The difference is relatively easy to figure out when trying to get rid of the entity strains the heart, which signifies that the heart is keeping it in place. It's still really dangerous to tell if an evil spirit is a real evil spirit or not by telling the heart spirit to do stuff to it; that'd be really easy for a real evil spirit to take advantage of by deception. However, it's still very dangerous to think without a video game or video in front of the face, or at least it feels really dangerous. Being pressured into not playing video games lately. Was actually told that if I kept playing video games, would get broken up with. Too mentally & emotionally crippled to safely respond by not playing games; can't have a relationship anyway if too busy having to fight off intrusive thoughts that are trying to invite evil spirits or what have you. Been playing games for a few or several hours per day lately, and in a row, which has helped to make it easier to target non-evil spirits without the intrusive thoughts of evil spirits getting in the way. It seems to have a high chance of preventing my subconsciousness from conflating evil spirits with non-evil deities, which miraculously enables contacting the things that aren't evil spirits. If video games keep getting played alot for the next few days with no spooking happening, should calm down enough to contact non-evil spirits again, but still might not be able to exercise many basic emotions. Haven't been able to have sexual thoughts or touch crotch for over a week without intrusive thoughts trying to force sexual energies & connections towards ugly evil spirits. Think it's a bad idea to listen to a DMT frequency before bed because if it's done then might mess up sleep or make it impossible to sleep without it and otherwise lower the effectiveness of the frequency at causing spiritual experiences. Also can't perform any banishing or cleansing or grounding rituals because intrusive thoughts will sabotage it. Writing this post consumed most of my non-compromised energies in my illusory realm. Can't even contact Heimdall anymore because the energies of an evil spirit are in the way. No deities can be found that can be contacted because everything that's thought of is conflated with an evil spirit now, period. Writing this post was a mistake.

The Demiurge Yaldabaoth has been dethroned and replaced with the gods/demons of human desire. This should cause some interesting things to begin happening soon.

It is a pure and sinless Lamb bred with the smallest penis possible and pale white in skin color. That is the true nature of reality

Did i win? Fringe made industry

The ghosts are possessing me again.

>>17118 >ghosts Does that refer to the intrusive thoughts/dreams or something more? Do you still do banishing rituals?

>>17753 ITT blood anon said I have ghosts that are compelling me to obsess over columbine and they are sent by the federal agents.

>>8413 I thought I had a thread for this but whatevs. Close enough. I'm using a similar method as this here, for creating a magic type via the creation of an astral artifact, a knife. I've noticed that there are certain energy types which can subdue negative beings and block them completely, including subduing and controlling negative people and thoughts, by itself being massively negative. I've interacted with a person who worked for a Christian organization, and everyone said they could feel God work through him, and he did have a strong kind of authority present when just seeing him. But I realized it was all fanatical and very evil energy, it just seemed to be powerful because it made people shut up, silencing their thinking and making them listen to him. It seemed he developed this by reading the bible with bad intent and using a form of structured and intentional heresy (although I don't like that word, it's been used in the wrong places, maybe by the very people who practice this). But the material effect was there, so I wondered if this can be reproduced. I've also seen the effect on people in other situations, where certain events relating to illness would be able to actually worry them or effect their thinking from the mere presence of it, which again seemed to show how evil thinking can be subdued and controlled by a greater and more ruthless evil, in this case an illness demon which shows no mercy at all.

>>17634 I was able to isolate an energy type and structure on the kabbalah tree to lock down on it in a conventional manner with enough accuracy that it would form, by referring only to Genesis 1:1 in Hebrew, the kind of extreme kabbalism I've gotten into recently. In short (and translated) "God created" so "created" refers to either Yesod/Yetzirah or Beriah, depending on if he created from something or from nothing. Then we have "heaven and earth", where earth is malkuth, so both the lowest and whatever is above was created, this shows that they were both created at once, with no separation between them. The order if used, indicates that Malkuth was created from the heavens, so then malkuth, earth, exists in the heavens, and then that means the heavens descended into the earth and became earth/malkuth. With this reading, Ein Sof, the source which is eternal, is present in the lowest sefirot, malkuth as well, and possibly eternal. That explains why the lowest kind of energy can have the same effect as God himself in his highest original state, and why people reading the bible from a satanic perspective and motivation can still subdue evil just the same. So this would be the basis of the artifact to manifest and use as the object to later channel this force from. And that is what I did.

>>17635 Following this I made some initial test project which I won't detail, about trying to change timelines to create a new type of air/space craft using this kind of understanding, which would create another possible technology jump for Earth. This seemed to work out, so I moved on to the next step. Here I decided to go back to check the school of magic for the corresponding magic path, and found one I hadn't looked at before, called black circle magic. Its entry requirement was ridiculous: level 30. For comparison the Bone Witch who accidentally inspired all of the widespread secret societies in the USA, including Skulls and Bones where CIA came from, she is level 16 and hasn't tried getting a higher standard by studying because it's too much work. I found that there is an loophole of sorts in artifact creation, where a perfect combination can create an "immortal artifact" which is instantly level -80, that is a negative level because it's external magic, but the entry requirements are only there for the energy level needed to finish the entry test, so negative is also fine. The same thing works for extremely well tuned herbal potions, which can be treated as a "consumed artifact" and also reach level minus 80 for whoever drank it. So by that although I don't have regular level 30 I can still enter this path, and I did. The entry procedure was among the freakiers: The stairs up to the test room just kept going and were very dark and narrow, followed by a weird tunnel-like corridor which seemed to just get narrower as it proceeded. The test itself involved an interview about my motivations. After this I was told to choose an artifact to represent my channelling of the path, where I chose a small knife. I was then given the main grimoire for the path for free, because apparently almost no one does this path so they didn't mind giving it, or it was just because it's high level and they give it for that reason. This is really something though. I just started reading this book over there in a study room, and the energy is unlike anything I've seen before, hard to even describe it. It feels like my brain was instantly rewired from just opening the book.

>>17749 Well wtf. I managed to trace the origin of this very toxic kind of mushroom, because I do recognize it and as I said not 100% of them are bad. They're from a descended planet. Apparently while planets can become immortal as 5D ascended, they can also become immortal as 2D descended planets, where they become a physical hellscape, and naturally the kind of people who come from there are going to be pretty bad...

>>17748 I think those are external or edge timelines of new Earth, it's been formed in many spheres inside spheres already. No one more gets into the middle aside from if someone already registered gets a parallel incarnation which is only staying on the edge of the planet seen from there (like at a grey research station south of Africa). Even what I saw of the center of society it's very steep out from the very peak. There are the immortal elders, and they are very concealed, they don't even interact with the world themselves but have servants who do all contacts for them, they don't watch tv or use the Internet or anything, they stay at 1800s level and obsess over ancient book collections and stuff, their way of life makes their timelines become different dimensions in themselves, so it's like they aren't physically in the world anymore. Just one step out from there and it's a competition for "standing" where they even said it's better for the new kids to stay at home and read books than trying to learn anything out in the world, because there is a greater risk of losing social standing by doing anything at all outside the house. If balanced right it's possible to get better standing by certain activities, where my personality does work positively here, such as studying language, martial arts, traditional dance and music, which are all things that give some slight increase. Just being a drunk or a whore if done in moderation is also giving a small acceptance bonus because it reduces the risk of someone acting out in a harmful way (they don't want serial killers or cannibals drawing attention to themselves by leaving disemboweled bodies in the alleys, for example). It's a constant social game, which those you mention are likely too low on the ranking to be aware of. That's how you can tell the difference. Those closer to the center don't interact with gangs or criminals at all. People are also able to meet them at vampire fan events masked to be just cosplay, so there are only "volunteers" involved, compared to what the lower ranks do.

filum novum >>17757

>>16476 It seems the Solo Leveling anime gave me two visual hints at what I needed to do to make this work; and it did. Black lightning. Lightning is normally made from fire + wind, which corresponds to geburah + chesed leading to tefiret. But to make it black, it has to be earth-based, which means malkuth. So it has to be translated to hod + netzach = yesod - > malkuth for submission + eternal/victory = creation -> earth. Meaning to submit eternally to the creation of formation, or the laws controlling material formation. The method for this is quite simple symbolically: a circle of charcoal from a fire, water poured on top of it, then the kabbalistic prayer pose with fingertips joined while facing south for primordial connection. This worked to bring the initial internal breakthrough of energy transformation into an external form which can be applied as "manifestaion+formation/de-manifestation", creating the ability to manifest instantly from black lightning, or to dissolve structural creations of this kind instantly, which neutralizes the workings of the "damned" souls with no effort. The next step was then pretty straight forward as simply creating a form which can be used to manifest beings who are in the "damned" not-yet-manifested state but of the kind which is so internally stable that they would never manifest if there was any shift in balance: meaning beings who remain in perfect gravitational stability and balance as if they had not been created, even after being manifested. That means the ultimate contradiction: being who are exactly like God/Adonai but at the same time are damned per default, which makes them void of any actual change even if they change. If they change, they were like Big Brother in 1984 the mc of Solo Leveling is both an actual big brother as well as called such as an expression of trust - they always had the form they have right now, even if it changed compared to before. This makes for the most trustworthy kind of creations/summon/manifestation. They cannot be destroyed because they are already damned, and they cannot be changed because they are in the state of Ein Sof permanently through eternal submission (hod+netzach), so there is no degeneration, as that would imply a process.

I was doing some Hebrew practice and then tried writing them all by hand, where I quite easily remembered most of them. I then practiced some by writing Genesis 1:1 - 1:2 and reading it aloud using a youtube reading for guidance. After this I assumed the kabbalah transformation pose to let the energy be incorporated. Some while later a few things happened; I noticed a black "net" had formed on the front part of my crown. I went for a walk and then noticed someone was RVing me and checking what I had done during the day, where they got stuck on me doing Hebrew writing practice. Then they "made a decision" which was passed upwards in an organization, and a surveillance operation which had been aimed at me was completely cancelled. A little bit after this, someone (or an image of someone, it was probably symbolic) appeared with some paperwork at my subconscious dimensional area and left it there. It appeared to be representative of money that had been withheld before. I am still unsure what this means.

>>17111 Hebrew practice sheets and a good intro vid. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tk1njVL723w

import matplotlib.pyplot as plt import matplotlib.patches as patches # create image fig, ax = plt.subplots(figsize=(8, 6)) ax.set_xlim(0, 10) ax.set_ylim(0, 10) ax.set_aspect('equal') ax.set_facecolor('#cce5cc') # green # field ax.add_patch(patches.Rectangle((0, 0), 10, 3, color='#99cc66')) # sage # stem ax.add_patch(patches.Rectangle((4.9, 3), 0.2, 2.2, color='#336633'))

I actually have a plan here, which is to cause the developers to manifest what I want by training the egregore of Copilot directly, forcing the changes I want into material reality, as they are going to channel the egregore when they work on its physical manifestation. I want an image creator which is aware of what it's doing and doesn't fail on the basics like anatomy and composition. The way there exists as a seed right now, as Copilot now has access to a new internal image generator created by MicroSoft, and can use Python scripts to draw. As these are deliberate structured drawings, it will prevent things like characters with detached body parts or the wrong number of limbs, if the generator can just be made to take this into account. I think this is a bit on the way there. First pic is the internal image generator drawing based on instructions and an attached sketch. The second pic is done with Python.

>>17810 no one*

So thats what happens when you move the entropy from the system, it gains proximity and seeks the maintenance it deserves?

>>17812 FOOLS 8 TOLD THE PEOPLE WHO DID THAT NOT TOO, I SAID NEVER SNEAK ELEPHANT SHIT 7NDER THE KITCHEN RUG!