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>>19700 Whoever makes it first will be eligible to win a free third eye opener coupon. The owner of the coupon can pester any adept to open their third eye.

>8ch.net is back No wonder I felt a disturbance in the force within the past 2 weeks.

Last night I went to bed listening to a DMT production frequency. Around 1 A.M. I woke up with the internet out due to a storm and the frequency not playing, then got a stronger sensation of hypnopompia than usual. I saw an evil spirit standing behind the couch was sleeping on, then heard a voice, in my voice, screaming "SELL MY SOUL SELL MY SOUL!"; must've been a subconscious voice saying that. Then asked Heimdall was asked to stop the soul sale and it stopped saying that. Then saw an angry-looking sonic character, presumably the evil spirit disguised as one. Then saw white text in the form of my irl name. Told him to go away since he was presumably the evil spirit in disguise, then he left. Got spooked by the evil spirit real bad, but got to sleep later anyway. Feel too scared to use first-person pronouns, lest the intrusive thoughts make the first-person pronoun refer to an evil spirit instead of not an evil spirit. Been recovering since. Learned today that the heart spirit is responsible for making and strengthening tulpas of evil spirits that were mistaken for real evil spirits. The heart spirit was told by the consciousness to make the tulpa of the evil spirit go to the other side of the body and do a stupid dance, and then the thermal energyform that was manifested by the heart spirit and straining the heart spirit did. The heart spirit then learned that it was creating the tulpas and stopped doing it for a while. Still have to learn the difference between real evil spirits and tulpas created by the heart. The difference is relatively easy to figure out when trying to get rid of the entity strains the heart, which signifies that the heart is keeping it in place. It's still really dangerous to tell if an evil spirit is a real evil spirit or not by telling the heart spirit to do stuff to it; that'd be really easy for a real evil spirit to take advantage of by deception. However, it's still very dangerous to think without a video game or video in front of the face, or at least it feels really dangerous. Being pressured into not playing video games lately. Was actually told that if I kept playing video games, would get broken up with. Too mentally & emotionally crippled to safely respond by not playing games; can't have a relationship anyway if too busy having to fight off intrusive thoughts that are trying to invite evil spirits or what have you. Been playing games for a few or several hours per day lately, and in a row, which has helped to make it easier to target non-evil spirits without the intrusive thoughts of evil spirits getting in the way. It seems to have a high chance of preventing my subconsciousness from conflating evil spirits with non-evil deities, which miraculously enables contacting the things that aren't evil spirits. If video games keep getting played alot for the next few days with no spooking happening, should calm down enough to contact non-evil spirits again, but still might not be able to exercise many basic emotions. Haven't been able to have sexual thoughts or touch crotch for over a week without intrusive thoughts trying to force sexual energies & connections towards ugly evil spirits. Think it's a bad idea to listen to a DMT frequency before bed because if it's done then might mess up sleep or make it impossible to sleep without it and otherwise lower the effectiveness of the frequency at causing spiritual experiences. Also can't perform any banishing or cleansing or grounding rituals because intrusive thoughts will sabotage it. Writing this post consumed most of my non-compromised energies in my illusory realm. Can't even contact Heimdall anymore because the energies of an evil spirit are in the way. No deities can be found that can be contacted because everything that's thought of is conflated with an evil spirit now, period. Writing this post was a mistake.

The Demiurge Yaldabaoth has been dethroned and replaced with the gods/demons of human desire. This should cause some interesting things to begin happening soon.

Timeline connection breaking down again... Well it was fun while it lasted. I managed to solidify the connection to Earth dimensions from the Library via a magic seal, but that means it connects wherever, not necessarily at the same spot or time recurrently. Things I learned since last time: the organs of the soul, or spiritual body mentioned in kabbalah, called different things but something around the concepts of nefesh and nefeshot, going by Shaarei Kedusha, the gates of holiness, this refers to something I haven't seen nailed down, or explained, anywhere else. But I only got here after reading a bunch of other old books, climbing another kind of ladder, not just Jacob's. This spiritual body is different from the physical body, called Guf, and the soul, called Neshemah, and it isn't the mind or the racial body which defines the form of the body in the physical. It refers to a complete form which is sustained across incarnations - yes, incarnations. This book talks openly about reincarnation within Judaism. It talks also of the same things Plato mentioned: that hell is a temporary, time limited process - a person will have to pass through hell before the next reincarnation if the nefeshot is too dirty. It can be cultivated through integrating the conceptual structure of kabbalastic study, and for me, the Schema did the job of actually solidifying the basic form. It appears as an internal, yellow-white energy structure extending from a center with no real core, but stretches out through the body like the nerves, but replaces them, appearing more like a sea creature, grass, or tendrils. It appears this is what allows for recalling past life memories as well as seamless reincarnation with memories intact when it's well developed. So this is what the greys develop and why they can reincarnate freely while recalling all past lives. This may be related to them wanting to create the state of Israel and incarnate there, they may have prepared for the cultivation knowledge to be present, before they gave up on this idea. But the theoretical framework is still there. Who answered when I remained in the meditative prayer pose? It appears to have been Azazel. He started talking and showing me how to transform part of my Anima through a pretty crazily well articulated visualization, where he accurately read my mind and avoided any representations I would dislike, after a first mishap in tuning the connection where he appeared as Donald Trump speaking as an animated character in that annoying CG style used by modern IT businesses. Kind of funny still, I haven't had someone start an actual video call like this before.

It's getting harder and harder to secure GETS when the PPH is above 20. But I will not give up! Someone needs to keep the tradition of the sacred numerology alive. CHECKEM

Still not getting tired of this.

Beautiful as always!

What does it mean if I dream that I discovered the truth about the nature of dreams, without realizing I'm in a dream?

My cat's fur turned blue in my dream. Then there was a stray elephant in my backyard. Went there to help capturing it, but the people calmed it down already. They asked me to bring water for the elephant, because it was thirsty from all that walking around. While wondering how to bring water for that large beast I woke up. Might need to get into animal symbolism to figure this out. I rarely dream with animals. >>19672 You are the one who discovered the truth about the nature of dreams. You should be the one who knows the answer the best. And where else would you understand the nature of dreams if not in a dream? Remember what you discovered and try to internalize it. It can serve as a reminder that your awareness is still low for these realizations. aka if you can't notice that you are in a dream then your discovery about the nature of dreams might be incomplete or false. But there might be more to it Try to remember what you discovered about the nature of the dreams. Maybe there are deeper truths there.. Life is a dream after all. We are rarely aware of it. Gaining lucidity is harder than it sounds. Your dream discovery can mean too many things.

>>19841 >blue cats are a dream trope present in many cultures >they represent good luck in most cultures >can signify intuition, witchcraft and inner peace Might need to look into this further. Might be connecting to something.

>>19693 >>19694 I think that a part of it , is that the dust bunny psi. its missing the reason it exists in the first place. because this was the second best example , to explain. I can't just explain another weird math concept. its something that makes more sence in its relation to a use. but I can't explain the use. I guess the best way to put it , is interacting with a matematical object , without changing its objective cualities , but it might just feel like me imagining a coin , then turning it into ronald MacDonald and then telling you that clown is still a coin trust me. a lot of people would find that completely retarded.

>>19785 ignore the bust bunny psi stuff , is just how I call the mist trick. forgot to change that part back on.

>>19693 let me go with another simple example. paranormal math isn't always paranormal stuff centered around math , but also math stuff centered around the paranormal. lets call this a white mirror. first the white mirror needs a method of interaction , that changes something about it. this mirror of course glimses to other places , how the glimpsing works and how it looks I would leave too you. this mirror could be any shape , that is also made out of smaller examples of itself , please make it finite. you then just need to represent some kind of fate situation via using some kind of representation of this small shapes. EX. pick the first half and then after every hour reduce the number to 1. with stuff like this you are meant to represent and interact with fate. use whatever movement method you have and see in the mirror , this should give you some talk about how that probability turned out.

>>19778 Oh I'm not stabilized; I'm just less unstable than before. In fact, last month, I was going to bed and Amy randomly said "You might feel better.", and then Heimdall said "In a year." Currently, I have up to 3 friendly touhou egregores around; I made sure these 3 are ones that are safe to be around. I'm reluctant to get to more know of them, though. They're helping me learn that the tulpamancy is just tulpamancy, and to otherwise get better. Also, one of them gave me a dream the other night, and at the end of it was text that said "Use your darkness." Presumably the same one also connected some energy channel of mine from the crown, down the spine to a place that felt far below me a few days before. Wanna believe that she connected me to a lower part of myself. In fact last night I'd asked one of them to physically manifest, but she said I need peace first. Freakouts still occur, but not as often, and not as severely.

>>19775 The pumpkins are gone.

>>19787 oh rith Happy Birthday gamergatechan

The war may have been lost, but the righteous battle rages on in the streets...and The Net! In this new cyberpunk future, The Führer of the past is now The Cyber Führer, and instead of The Final Solution, he brings you The Cyber Solution! For the TRUE enemy has finally been revealed, and it is an insane and diabolic deva (god), playing ghost in the machine, possessing people, and facilitating all sorts of Low Life activities to further its unhinged plan for Mankind! As before, the cultists known as Jews/Zionists, some knowingly in service to this dark god and some not, are up to the same old tricks...but this time in cyberspace! The cyberpunks of the world must now unite to stand against evil and commit the biggest holocaust the planet has ever seen...The Cybercaust! So grab your cyberdecks, strap in, and spread THE W0RD choombas! Fourth & Final High Tech Reich here we come! 7074L M4R4 D347H --- ᛝ THE W0RD ᛝ 卍 The Aryan Teaching 卐 https://8chan.se/x/res/314.html ᛋ The Imperial Archive ᛋ https://gab.com/OvermanZ/posts/113825047203899860

Why can't you talk about Theravada Buddhism properly????

I read that the Buddhist adepts who choose to stick around and help liberate others until the end of all suffering, are implicitly agreeing to stay here for eternity because the existence of suffering is eternal. Is this accurate?

Kameraden and Comrades. National Socialism and Communism failed /fringe/ once again. It is time for the Invisible Hand of the Free Market to return!

never dead just sleepin

>>19703 Why did you wait five months to post this?

>>19706 No waiting involved, I simply remembered this thread and visited la~

>>19707 How's your home board? How are you?

>>19689 The version I had didn’t say it was a week of preparation.

>>19690 Well I can tell you that having a succubus around is generally not a good idea. If you decide you want out of the contract before you engage in sexual relations with the succubus, you can contact the angels, Senoy, Sansenoy, or Semangelof. These particular angels are from judaism, and serve to specifically keep succubi away from humans. If you contact one of them and ask to have the succubus kept away from you and the relevant letter revoked in its entirety as if it was never written, then I'd imagine that one of them will help you out. However, you'll have to decide to actually do so first. Also, don't contact those angels unless you at least honestly think that you might have a succubus or incubus problem, which you most likely currently do.

>>19697 I mean, how would I even know that I have this problem? I don’t even sense them and nothing‘s really changed in my life.

>>19515 >HGA No jokin look like advanced and ritualistic tulpa forcing lol https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9jzykr80Q_Y&pp=0gcJCR4Bo7VqN5tD Theres the book agathodaemon to that ritualistic way. Even Prometheus Rising in circuit 6 or 7 Meta-programing have some methods. Your mind is your garden. https://www.reddit.com/r/PsychonautReadingClub/comments/1oif6w/prometheus_rising_chapter_6_discussion_the/

>>19514 The point of Chapman is that he tell you some important facts about all the bluff from the get go. All magick simply boils down to that, essentially: Do things with intent to have an experience, and expect results. He does have some personal flavors (Holy Guardian Angel, The Abyss Experience as you pointed out), but the foundation is lay out to make sense of those things. Chapman is a good as post-chaos magic material gets, and frankly, is there anything else to know? Best approach to Magic and manifestation is reverse engineering the process and understanding how things works at the bare essence. Stripping out the metaphors and window dressing (methods, esoteric jargon, etc), and seeing how things works by themselves. It's can also extend to a large extreme in a process of reverse engineering reality in itself. At the long run. For example, let say two people aim for the same goal, one uses visualization, the other a sigil, both get the same results, in same amounts and quality: Why is that? That sort of deduction and inquisitive approach to magic pays large dividends. This is also what i mean that getting carried away in the details instead of the big picture (in the optional expression instead of the mechanics) is asking for trouble, or at very least, wasting your time, which is also why pathetic attempts at magick sales like the user above pointed out are so useless: They miss the forest for the trees. Every newbie should knew from the get go that magic is (or at least can be) as simple as making a toast or riding a bike. Is a mechanical as that, and the deep, personal expression of it comes more easily and is more fun knowing them in their essence. And it's also less frustrating to experiment with if you have a solid framework to operate on.

>>19289 >That's an actual thing? Maybe Llewellyn’s have some random books on that lol >Picrel reference of some random book there exist magick of mermaids or something for your kids lol >>19532 Maybe magick its just psychodrama with hypnosis, method-acting, trance, confusion, drugs, cut-ups and placebo but if it works, it works. Thelema turn the thing more into religion and mysticism. The HGA (or high self or tulpa or call the way you want) can be a second help during the making up of rituals. The abyss sound more like a deppresion but in thelema is a form of ego-death. >>19514 The Golden Dawn actually did chaos magick they mixed up yoga, tarot, chinese, and western and asian ideas and techniques, history and mysticism into a pseudo-masonic heterodox magic lodge they experimented a lot try what works. Others groups like Fraternitas Saturni or UR group did the same.

I dont remember if this is the one but there is a picture perfect info hazard example in the SCP verse where knowing about it makes it reality for you. potential trigger warning if you are scared of death/suffering https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOBku4gkMfY

>>18227 actually, this could be like a basilisk that pushes for the creation of physical immortality

Just a recent insight note. I was looking at the carpet absently and saw an image relevant to recent personal happenings, and then I tried to change it by thinkink of other things because I have done this before, I think it's called https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pareidolia

>>18609 Aww. You won at life Anon!

>>18609 YOU WILL NEVER BE A WIZARD! EVERYONE WHO ISN’T A WIZARD IS INFESTED WITH PARASITES! REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>18705 > Aww. You won at life Anon! I'm alive, so I won. The existence of her is nice, but my life doesn't intrinsically change through her existence. It's just form. I don't know why she's attracted to me and I don't care. It's nice to feel her soft skin. >>18799 Don't know what parasites are. It's all just exchange and changing of form. Not judging - even judgement - from my experience makes life awesome. I love you all. Happy to have found this place. Fuck you all.

other SS difficulty: >longest time in prison isolation (pic related, formerly) >Los Frikis de Cuba (self-inoculated HIV+\AIDS blood to go a sanatorium and not die in hunger ,during a crisis period 0 >surviving more than one genocide >becoming a bishop of a fringe, obscure church you joined as an adult convert >FBI most wanted + faking your death in a country wherein you're already a Joe Doe + being an international deadbeat dad >north korean top 1% Elite >member of a korea Chaebol, or japanese Zaibatsu >member of the top Saudi royalty circles >eldest son of a Chabad dynasty, or FLDS cult (leader's eldest son)

>>18767 >actually making this monstrosity of an iceberg Got me a good chuckle

>>18784 So this is what Gnosticism is about? Surely there must be a better way.

>>16615 interesting.

>>14530 I was watching some chi kung, qi gong, or whatever it's called, exercises of energy. I also saw a Chinese master who looked like a buddhist monk explaining the subject to a Westerner, although the language barrier made his explanations a little clumsy; he admitted that he didn't speak English very well. At one point in the conversation, the monk said that when you feel the chi at a certain point, you manage to let yourself flow through the movements as if your mind were controlling them, which is something they seek to achieve through martial arts and repetition. Qi gong energy hands are the same as magnetic hands. I find it funny to see people on the internet surprised by the magnetic-energy-force effect in hands, although of course the hypnosis model rejects the idea of cosmic or internal energy like the Chinese believe. I have been experimenting with hypnosis, and I have a theory that this idea of flow in psychology and the Chinese master's concept are the same as the ideomotor effect of hypnosis. The master describes it as the mind over the body or even as possession, which is exactly what I felt when experimenting with hypnosis. Several chi kung qi gong exercises are the same as somatic exercises and even have a suggestive and relaxing effect to activate the vagus nerve and parasympathetic nervous system (I believe that the heat and light of the sun further enhances the feeling of energy.) to acquire a kind of body awareness, which I believe (this) affects the suggestive state of the mind over the body. >experimenting today Today I achieved a light progressive relaxation of the body, placed my legs pointing the sky in a wall, and I think I entered a deep state of relaxation along with a hypnotic mindset. Although I didn't achieve visualizations, it felt like sleeping but I was very aware of my surroundings. I think it was a bit similar to when I meditated with kasina and got too relaxed. The idea of jhana comes close, although for me it was a state of focused attention and relaxation, as if my ears had stopped hearing the sounds around me but I was awake, the same thing happened to me one day while practicing Vipassana. It was fun. This book >>16579 have some nice guides with focused-meditation-hypnosis on relaxation and trance-hypnosis for visualizations and other things: although I haven't yet read about the ideas on correspondences and so on, I'm not sure if I'll be able to achieve anything if I have apanthesia. >Tattwas I read somewhere that training with tattwas trains visualization, although the book itself has a practice. I wasn't able to visualize with the kasinas back in time while i do buddhist techniques, although I did have a temporary retinal burn while practicing, which is typical for meditation with closed eyes lol >Also I haven't yet acquired the ability to enter a deep trance to achieve an advanced state of visualization, although doing hypnosis when I wake up and go to sleep has become very relaxing and has led me to start having interesting dreams. Today, before waking up, I was in a kind of nightmare panic situation, and strangely, I felt in control and just repeated one of the CBT model practices instinctively: “Relax, relax.” I relaxed a lot and woke up from the dream. It was fun. I wonder if this could be considered a stage of some kind of dream-sleep yoga, but I became very aware of the dream. However, I believe that if I can have dreams, I can visualize things; I just need to enter a deeper trance.

>>14530 Well, I'm still here. I learned, felt, and saw amazing and wonderful things through hypnosis, meditation, and magick. and I still have a lot more to learn Thanks you very much to all anons. >Also Here's a gift, take my book about Scientific Self-Hypnosis CBT model, maybe it can help you. All humans have the right to be happy, to have love, and to have peace. Good luck with your life journey and sleep well. >Be more human every day until the end of times, every day, in every way, I'm getting better and better and more human.