>>1157
Yeah.
I find it scary i keep switching between relating to Tohru or Elma
Or maybe because when i wrongly compare "my precious" on different comparison
-tohru's precious stuff are in earth because the other world mostly filled with war. She is someone who find something that her past never provide
i am not interested in my family's traditional happiness view. If anything myself is getting rejected here. In this comparison my hobbies/Precious is in 'earth'
-elma got families in other world which will be helped with her marriage
thus, I cannot abandon my hobbies even in future because these are what formed me. Like, if I discard them and become a 'changed' human then what will happen to individual named Emikami? For me i dont want people to want to help me simply after I being good or helping people. (people) appreciating helps is normal, but I want people reach me because of my personality and quirks, all which influenced by my hobbies. In this comparison my hobbies/Precious is in 'other world' . place that Elma cant abandon
Then i look back to Tohru it is like she is saying I should leave my hobby
I dont know. In my interpretation of Tohru last line that your happiness shouldnt be tied to your relatives/ family.
My mind change again. In my case I talked about same things while in their case their "precious" thing are different. Not to mention we have to remember Elma is trying to bring Tohru back to other world.