In the bedroom, I am absolutely forbidden to enter unless I am asked to come in. He said that if I ever went in without permission I would not be allowed to go in there ever. They spend a lot of time in there with the door closed, and most of the time I can hear what they are doing because they are pretty loud. Even if I am asked to enter the bedroom, I cannot go in there unless I am crawling and my pacifier is in my mouth. I am forbidden to speak unless they ask me a question, if I need to go to the bathroom, or if I need more juice in my ba-ba. Sometimes I will just lay on the floor in my diaper in there while they are having their fun together. I have a lot of time to just zone out and trip out, and I've been getting in touch with my inner baby-self. Sometimes I will just kick my legs in the air and wave my bottle around while they are making love, and some times I will just sit up and watch, or crawl around. It is tough to fight the urge to touch myself. Sometimes I will accidentally just release into my diaper because it is just too much to hold it in. I don't think that they notice when this happens, but I'm not really sure. Joshua will tell me to change my diaper sometimes if I have been in the same one for a while, so maybe they just assume that this is happening.
After they are done enjoying each other, they often like to tease me about how much I am enjoying watching them. Sometimes my wife will cuddle with me and feed me my bottle while Joshua gives her a back or foot massage. It's kind of scary sometimes feeling him so close to her and not being able to do anything about it, but it is really exciting for me as well. She rocks me in her arms while feeding me, and it is very soothing. She is always turned on when she is around him, and it is a nice feeling even if it is not me causing it. I am just happy to see her so happy.
So back to today. After getting dressed, it was time to head out, probably about 6:30 or so in the morning. She looked fantastic in her gym clothes. It made me feel like even more of a baby to see her dressed like that while I had to tag along in diapers. She patted my behind and asked me if I was comfy, and I said yeah of course and smiled at her. She packed a bottle for me with some apple juice in her purse, along with a pacifier and some diapers. She also had a dress and some other clothes packed for herself. I was getting used to our little Monday excursions, but it was kind of jarring to be up so early. It felt kind of surreal. We stopped to get some donuts on the way there, and she was in a great mood, as she always has been since we met Joshua.
We got to the apartments and he was waiting outside on his front porch. People were walking around getting to their cars to go to work. "Hey there, gorgeous." He put his arms around her and gave her a full kiss on the lips, and they locked mouths passionately for almost a minute while he had his hands all over her back. It was pretty embarrassing to have him doing this to her outside in broad daylight, but I just kind of stood there for a minute. "Hey diaperbutt, how are you?" He said with a smile.
"I'm fine. It's nice to see you." I said, returning the smile sincerely. He opened the door for me, and as I walked in he patted me on my diapered butt, making a very loud crinkling sound. Before he even closed the door, I started taking off my shoes and socks.
"That's a good boy. You know what to do. Now, we're really going to have to keep an eye on those diapers since you're here so early." Although I hadn't ever used my diapers at his house, he would still tease me about me having "accidents" as if I was really incontinent, which was alright with me. I could stand a little teasing, and he was very good-natured about it. "Why don't you come with me into the living room. I have something to show you." When we got in there, I couldn't believe my eyes. He had bought a playpen, like one of those hundred dollar baby playpens they have at Wal-Mart, and it was assembled in his living room with a little mobile that had Care Bears hanging from it. In the playpen was a blankie, some stuffed animals, and some toys (a rattle, toy keys, and other baby things) along with some baby books. On the TV he had cued up some kind of channel for babies with, educational cartoons on. On the side of the playpen was an open pack of disposable diapers, and there was a small stack of them next to the package, as well as a few in the playpen.