I'm mentally ill (personality disorder and other shit), so my family doesn't have a lot of expectations to begin with. Think they're just glad I can hold a job. They'd look weird and then whatever, not like I'm harming anyone.
my coworker knows about it, we talk pretty open about the most unhinged shit, he doesn't get it, neither do I. It's a fetish that is purely fantasy as it's physically impossible, so no one fucking cares.
a lot of people make it bigger than it is.
Think most people expect exaggerated responses. In reality, if you don't care they won't either.
I don't confide about it to anyone except for said coworker and another person I know for 15 years.
it's just "what the fuck, how?" and then "ohh", but no one should ever give a shit unless they're actually braindead.
people don't pick their fetishes and anyone who is aware of that, should know that it's more suffering for you to have it than it is weird to them and if they care the slightest bit about you they'll simply accept it.