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I am certainly not asking for specific material stuff, I actually have my own toys, diapers, clothes, ANYTHING baby I have it so they dont have to worry about anything in that regard.
Being carried would be awesome but finding a domme who is willing to deal with diapers is so rare that I never even entertain the idea of stuff like being handled/dominated/carried because I know it just is not feaseble (eventhough I am quite short and under 110lbs)
I keep myself respectful and honest all the time, but I have been scammed once when asked for a deposit for a session so nowadays I am EXTREMELY careful in that regard, MANY professionals take offense to that, even in some rare occasions I feel a bit reluctant about giving dommes my phone number because I have dealt with a few panic attacks after I was scammed because the person has not only my money but my real full name...........
My main desire is engagement on a mental level, on a role level, on a roleplaying D/s - Mommy - baby level... its about the dynamic we can create together. I want regression, of course not physical, but mental regression to an extent I feel many dommes dont comprehend.
I want words to crack down my willpower, I want tenderness to melt my adult armor, I want gentle caresses that confuse and make me feel naughty, I want someone who can play an adoring Mommy who constantly reminds me "babies cant walk, crawl for me little baby" "babies cant talk, babble for me baby" "no thoughts in babys head, just happy feelings in that baby mushy brain" if I disobey, Mommy is allowed to correct me and put in my baby place, not in a cruel way in a maternal way, in a way where she simply gives me a statement and I know it to be true, because she is Mommy and she makes all of the rules, I dont want to be jacked off and on my way, I want her to take her time, tease me, heck I would LOVE IT if she says she HATES babys with big peepee and that I should have a tiny weewee because I am a baby, all adultness must be removed from me, because anything else feels off after all I am a baby, I am Mommys baby and she will make sure I am her perfect baby, with enough love, training and reinforcement of baby activities, behavior, training, thoughts and conditioning.