Broken English.
Mine mom were occasionally making comments which were confusing/making me uneasy/uncomfortable.
I will try to quote her exact line: "There is something that I want.. *pause* But I don't know exactly what.. *pause* Is there something that you want..?"
She were making them like once half a year or like once a year or maybe even less than that, but they were there sometimes. Usually I were ignoring her/avoiding to answer her because to me she could have meant anything really.
To me she isn't attractive at all.
(Day 0 - first conversation)
Around like month ago I decided to check up on her, had a small conversation with her on what she possibly could have meant with those comments of her I think I asked her like "What were you thinking in the moment when you asked this and that." As I quoted her exact line she previously used. She was like "Simply food." I was sort of thinking that she meant something sexual that's why I prepared beforehand for the conversation and I tried to plant a seed myself in her I offered her "If there is something you are uncomfortable with feel free to talk with me, I am here for you, I understand even though we live under the same roof it can get lonely in here." Then the conversation basically ended.
The conversation itself already changed mine both mind and body I started to get random erections around her even in like casual situations. But this arousal didn't really lasted that long maybe at max 2-3 days. Then decided to do a pause/break around like ~2 weeks. In those two weeks I was supposed to go with her out more but because STUFF it didn't really happened, only went out with her like once.
In this pause/break period I was preparing myself to approach her in various ways.
(Day ~21-23 her "initiative/hints")
But then some events happened from her side which happened within 1-2 days really close to each other.
Late evening around like ~11PM she uses same exact line as previously, because she previously said "Simply food." I offered to cook a meal for her but she is like "No. I want something in mine mouth." This once again confused the hell out of me and I simply left the conversation.
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